how do you deal with all the hate in yourself?

[Lord Valumart]

me? i like to use the strongbow arrows:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P4_sJpjob50&mode=related&search=

this had developed more as of late, due to seeing my ex for the first time since she dumped me...everynow and then when i see someone who's annoyed me i keep walking and go "pffthub! pffthub!" to kill them in my mind...it helps alot:yay:

so how do you deal with it?

[Immortalfire]

I have no hate. :yay:

[Cyrusbales]

i jus bundle it inwards until it kills me

[Fred_Fury]

I wear a costume and fight crime when its dark outside.

[Catman]

I have no hate. :yay:

lies! you throw water on yourself.

lame joke intended

[Fran]

Good luck with that tumor :up:

[Wilhelm-Scream]

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[Fran]

Is this another emo thread?

I think it is. :csad:

[Erzengel]

I like to use my agressive feelings, and let the hate flow through me.

[Fran]

Good, Goooooooood... [/Palpatine]

[BRUTAL]

http://www.forumspile.com/Thread-Crap-Emo.jpg

[Fran]

:up:

[Sarge 2.0]

This thread title is pretty emo...the actual first post is quite a disappointment. I was expecting much more self loathing and bitterness than what was delivered. :down

[Kaleb]

i look at internet porn or make a thread on the hype about my inner rage.

[Lord Valumart]

This thread title is pretty emo...the actual first post is quite a disappointment. I was expecting much more self loathing and bitterness than what was delivered. :down
i live to disappoint you:woot: :huh:

[Cyrusbales]

Sarge, is your location referring to the kiefer sutherland film? No-one i know has seen it! (it is kinda poor TBH though)

[Wilhelm-Scream]

This thread title is pretty emo...the actual first post is quite a disappointment. I was expecting much more self loathing and bitterness than what was delivered. :downNaw, that would've been "When you look deep into that Black place in your soul, how many years till the tears cease to flow?"

[Sarge 2.0]

Naw, that would've been "When you look deep into that Black place in your soul, how many years till the tears cease to flow?"Heh, that sounds like one of Abaddon's poems.

[Sarge 2.0]

Sarge, is your location referring to the kiefer sutherland film? No-one i know has seen it! (it is kinda poor TBH though)No, it's the place where they used to bill Cactus Jack (Mick Foley), the guy in my avatar, as being from.

[Cyrusbales]

No, it's the place where they used to bill Cactus Jack (Mick Foley), the guy in my avatar, as being from.

so another person who hasn't seen that film, lol. hairy muff! (i mean fair enough:huh: )

[CyberFaust]

i kill

[Angry Sentinel]

I wear a costume and fight crime when its dark outside. Hello there Batman/punisher/nightwing/wolverine/hulk/spiderman guy :up:

[samurai black]

I wear a costume and fight crime when its dark outside.

I put on my shirt with the skull n crossbones and punish those who would do evil and harm to society.

[Mee]

http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a247/Jake-/care.jpg

[Ultimate_Superman]

I just go to the gym and work off my anger or just hit the punching bag.

[Fran]

http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a247/Jake-/care.jpg

:ninja::up:

[Orko Is King]

I run around naked outside and make obscene phonecalls to nursury schools.

[jaguarr]

me? i like to use the strongbow arrows:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P4_sJpjob50&mode=related&search=

this had developed more as of late, due to seeing my ex for the first time since she dumped me...everynow and then when i see someone who's annoyed me i keep walking and go "pffthub! pffthub!" to kill them in my mind...it helps alot:yay:

so how do you deal with it?


You wrote this after you finished throwing buckets of cold water on your ex, whom you're keeping chained in the basement, and then cutting yourself to "let the demons out" before you did something worse to her, didn't you? :dry:

jag

[Fran]

I have sex with numerous supermodel-looking hookers in my spare time.

[Mr Sparkle]

gawd. Lord Valumart is just one LInkin Park song away from a freaky murder spree involving bows.

[Iglius]

How about the whole "Just hit the pillow" scene from Analyze This?

[The Lizard]

I deal with my hatred by surreptitiously "crushing the heads" of my tormentors.

http://www.wayiplay.com/wp-content/crushing.jpg

[Sensi]

I wish I did hate. I just seem to hurt.

[Lord Valumart]

gawd. Lord Valumart is just one LInkin Park song away from a freaky murder spree involving bows.
i don;t like Linkin Park:huh:

You wrote this after you finished throwing buckets of cold water on your ex, whom you're keeping chained in the basement, and then cutting yourself to "let the demons out" before you did something worse to her, didn't you? :dry:

jag
......no....

[Superman79]

mostly weightlifting and running

occasionally it helps to talk.

i've also been in a few fistfights, but usually on someone weakers behalf (i get angry at how they are treated and say something...but I never throw the first punch.)

[ang_hulk]

nothing i can do but end the people i hate,in doing so id end up ending myself to.Instead of saying "well nothing i can do about it then" i have a list of things in my head that would lead me to finally getting back at them.If the events happen then im going to do it,some of the things on the list of already happend so im just waiting for the rest.I have made this clear to those people who will be effected by it which works in my favor because they end up sub or conciously trying to prevent said events.

[Superman79]

you really just got ot get past it, otherwise the hate will make you dark and bitter...I tried that for a while, and it really hurt those around me. Best thing...find a healthy outlet and just let it go, especially if it's an ex...move on, find someone better...:up:

[unstoppable]

If I don't like them I tell them

[blind_fury]

I wish I did hate. I just seem to hurt.
and the biggest emo stereotype award goes to...

[Halcohol]

I don't know what happens to all my anger. I'll get royally pissed about something, but two minutes later I'm back to being happy.

I bet it's all concentrating into a tumour or something.

Oh, also, I drink a lot.

[Abaddon]

Heh, that sounds like one of Abaddon's poems.


I don't write poems.:cmad: :csad: :whatever: :word:

[Ken Kutagari]

I threw a knife at a monitor once :confused:

[Hudson]

I write... brutal action scenes I guess.

[JLBats]

I bash in headlights, burn down kiddie pools and raise demons on the football field.

[Master Chief]

I do pushups on my knuckles and/or sprint like a madman until I collapse.
I used to beat the s**t out of myself but yeah, that was stupid.

[Abaddon]

mostly I put my rage in a box and save it for later.

[JLBats]

I do pushups on my knuckles and/or sprint like a madman until I collapse.
I used to beat the s**t out of myself but yeah, that was stupid.

The only way to live is self-destructively, peasant-freak:down:cmad:

[mightiest_mortal]

Ive supressed all my anger since i the day i was born :) so im the most chilled out and carefree person in the whole world :)


....tho its got to the point that if i do actually get angry i go into a proper rage and go blurry eyed and fall over lots. The only thing that can really annoy me that much is other peoples sheer and utter stupidity sometimes though :( and trains... i get train rage.. but thats half for the same reasons.

[Halcohol]

Every Tuesday night I slip into the darkness and take a human life. That seems to work pretty well.

[Hades]

I was going to reply to this seriously, but then I decided not to.

Erz, go on. I know you want to.

[Master Chief]

The only way to live is self-destructively, peasant-freak:down:cmad:

I'm a Buddhist, it is not allowed! :cmad: jk lol. I'm Catholic. I'll drink two bottles of wine every Sunday, it's all good.

Ive supressed all my anger since i the day i was born :) so im the most chilled out and carefree person in the whole world :)

Surpressing anger doesn't make you a "chill" and carefree person. It might on the surface, like I pretend to be, but I'll be damned if I keep up that charade when I'm by myself and having a crisis.

[Keymaker]

I put on some Meshuggah and headbang...and then my head hurts :csad:

[JLBats]

I'm a Buddhist, it is not allowed! :cmad: jk lol. I'm Catholic. I'll drink two bottles of wine every Sunday, it's all good.

Damn our residual Catholic guilt:csad:

*Bashes in the windshield on a shaggin' wagon while God Save The Queen plays in the background*

[Alexia Dark]

It depends on how much I hate people. I usually ignore them and forget about them until I'm forced to deal with them again. Considering that most of the people I hate are in a position of authority, I'm not allowed to even tell my version of the story without being told that I'm wrong, that everyone else is right because of where I live. Thanks for reminding me. Go drown yourself in a bathtub of Irn Bru.

[Master Chief]

Damn our residual Catholic guilt

*Bashes in the windshield on a shaggin' wagon while God Save The Queen plays in the background*

I think I might actually convert to Buddhism, but then I think about it and I'm comfortable being a Catholic lol. So maybe I'll practice Buddhism but pretend to be a Catholic. Oh snap. :huh:

[Abaddon]

I've had moments where all my anger and frustrations start to boil and all something primal takes over me and I'm struggling to take back control while my mind is thinking "Kill!Kill!Destroy!KIll!". :csad:

[mightiest_mortal]

Surpressing anger doesn't make you a "chill" and carefree person. It might on the surface, like I pretend to be, but I'll be damned if I keep up that charade when I'm by myself and having a crisis.
Mine makes me chliled out on the inside aswell though, wich is cool, so things rarely actually get to me or annoy me :)

I really don't know what triggers my rage though when it happens, can be the most random and smallest things that don't actually annoy me that much but somehow do.. then i get proper adrenaline kicking in and actually shake for like an hour and everything...



....yeah i should probably see a shrink :(


I've had moments where all my anger and frustrations start to boil and all something primal takes over me and I'm struggling to take back control while my mind is thinking "Kill!Kill!Destroy!KIll!". :csad:
Sounds familiar :(

[Gonking]

In one word: Masturbation

[amazingfantasy15]

Video games are my outlet for rage.

[El ASESINO]

I have never hated myself

[unstoppable]

I have never hated myselfdon't worry I'll hate yourself for you

[The Last Meatbag]

I eat.



And I have an invincible metabolism. So...s'all good.

[thedeadite]

i write and record hardcore songs....screaming at the top of your lungs about whatever is pissing you off does wonders.

[El ASESINO]

don't worry I'll hate yourself for you

It's a deal

[CConn]

It's not good to have things in you.

You don't know where they've been.

[Flexo]

I've had moments where all my anger and frustrations start to boil and all something primal takes over me and I'm struggling to take back control while my mind is thinking "Kill!Kill!Destroy!KIll!". :csad:

Same here.

Except I think about breaking every bone in your hand.

Nothing personal, I just think you have it coming.

[Fran]

Hawt. :o :meow:

[Kritish]

I hold it all deep inside of me until I take my rage out on some hooker. :)

[Fran]

*Hookers.

[Maximum Carnage]

I don't have hate in myself?

[Halcohol]

*Hookers.
No, hooker. "Some" as in "a random".

If you're going to police the world's grammar, at least do it right.

[FRUITY]

I drink.:(

[Abaddon]

Same here.

Except I think about breaking every bone in your hand.

Nothing personal, I just think you have it coming.


I think of gouging your eyes out. We're kindred spirits, you and I. :O:heart:

[Spider-Gamer]

I drink.:(
At least you admit it. :up:

[FRUITY]

I think of gouging your eyes out. We're kindred spirits, you and I. :O:heart:
*slit wrist*
http://www.nzgirl.co.nz/images/articles/story/heartbreak.jpg
At least you admit it. :up:
I admit nothing.:cmad::heart:

[Flexo]

I think of gouging your eyes out. We're kindred spirits, you and I. :O:heart:

One day we'll settle all this.

With a chainsaw duel.

Chainsaws lit on fire, that is. :cmad:
God, I hate me.

[Halcohol]

One day we'll settle all this.

With a chainsaw duel.

Chainsaws lit on fire, that is. :cmad:
God, I hate me.
Make sure you put it on YouTube.

[Abaddon]

One day we'll settle all this.

With a chainsaw duel.

Chainsaws lit on fire, that is. :cmad:
God, I hate me.

As if it'd ever be unlit chainsaws.:whatever: :cmad:

[LouFerignoDemon]

Well, it's not like the anger will subside on it's own. I usually work it out through thoughts or excercise.

[Halcohol]

Well, it's not like the anger will subside on it's own. I usually work it out through thoughts or excercise.
It seems to disappear if you ignore it, strangely enough. Quick question, why is Fergie hypocritical?

[The Apatow Crew]

i jus bundle it inwards until it kills meYeah me too. Until something tips me over and i explode with anger and bottle it all up and repeat over and over agaon.

[The Question]

Well, I used to really fight against my anger and other undesireable aspects of myself. But then, a rather wise (albiet perma-fried friend) of mind gave me this advice: I should not fight against the other apsetcs of myself, but accept them for what they are. Aspects of myself. Once I start to accept them as merely aspects of the greater whole that is me, then I can learn to control them and better myself.

[LouFerignoDemon]

It seems to disappear if you ignore it, strangely enough. Quick question, why is Fergie hypocritical?

Eh, not so much ignore it, as work in it. I mean, if you ignore it, it manifests as something else, you fully acknowledge it, it consumes you. But if you just work in it, be angry, but do something else, you can get rid of it.

[Abaddon]

That makes sense.

[FRUITY]

Says the face.

[The Apatow Crew]

That makes sense.Whats face saying in your avvy?

[Abaddon]

Whats face saying in your avvy?


You're gay

[FRUITY]

It's like watching a car crash waiting to happen. Good times.:heart:

[heypapajinx]

i try to concentrate on working out that way hopefully if i ever run into my ex i will look really fit compared to his fat pregnant wife.:o

[Eddie Brock]

judging from this thread, i'll give you 3 options:

http://www.botanical.com/hydro/propagation/graphics/10_blades.jpg

http://budgetstockphoto.com/samples/pics/pills.jpg

http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/c/c3/Knot-hangmans-noose.jpg/250px-Knot-hangmans-noose.jpg

have fun with all that hate!

[SpideyInATree]

Drugs, Alcohol, you know...the usual.

And sometimes I break something that, at the time I have no use for, but then later on I'll need that item I broke. Then I get really mad and break something else. It's just a vicious angry cycle and I don't know how to STOP IT! :wow:

[Gotendbz-2]

I sneak up to people in traffic and slam against their windows and make weird faces.

[Cyrusbales]

You have to store it all up, ready to use, then unleash it on someone deserving of slaughter:)

[The Apatow Crew]

You're gayI am I didn't know that. :o :wow:

[winky]

People get angry because they think about things that make them angry.

The solution: concentrate on positive things: Susie Snowflake, the Man in the moon, Ken and Barbie, Bill Clinton . . .:yay: :woot: :word:

[CyberFaust]

You have to store it all up, ready to use, then unleash it on someone deserving of slaughter:)

exactly my opinion :trans:

[Honey Vibe]

I have a lot of spiral notebooks. I start free writing, and it helps a lot.
I'm not really filled with hate, though; it's just good to acknowledge that I dislike someone, and give myself permission to dislike someone.

[The Last Meatbag]

Actually, I don't really deal with my hate...I keep it contained...not healthy, but I don't have the energy for starting **** with my parents.