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Old 12-22-2012, 11:26 AM   #765
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Default Re: Tom Hiddleston: Loki Redux

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No. I'm being absolutely serious.





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lol I know, I am just pulling your chains, and I will continue to do so in the future, duh :P

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You know I've been getting a lot of inspiration in real life from all the controlling, manipulative, arsewipes that have been pestering me a lot lately. It's bad enough that I'm having a bad Christmas season case of the blues because of my dad being gone but these bossy, jerkish know it alls are making things worse for me and I am going to be channeling that with Loki starting with my current story and it will come to full fruition in the next.
I'm sorry for your loss. I don't know the circumstances of your situation, but I believe in always trying to find a way to see the minor positives in situations like this. Unfortunately, the mind is a very fragile thing. Some people simply aren't nice, and have plenty of issues to themselves, or are so closed minded, all they can do is cause pain. Again, I don't know your circumstance, but I feel for you. If I may ask, how old are you? I relate to comic book characters too, and one of my better friends loves loki as well and he relates to him a lot. If I may, I would suggest maybe you should start to meditate, and explore yourself a little bit? I have had a lot of issues myself. I never felt people were my problem, though my family can be tough, cause I think very differently from people. I used to have pretty bad explosive anger, I have ADD, I have OCD, and I have a pretty bad anxiety disorder, so life certainly has been difficult. About a year and a half ago, I became very spiritual, and started meditating a lot. Now it hasn't gotten rid of my issues, but meditating certainly can make you a stronger person, see things from different perspectives, and help you deal with emotions. It's helped me, and I am sure you could find a way to help you. whether or not its something you try to do, I wish you the best.



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God, it would be easier to deal with if people would just leave me alone. I was happier before these jerks intruded in my life. They just screwed everything up so majorly but they are in this fantasy delusional world where they think they're doing me good when they're actually killing everything inside of me to the point of becoming apathetic to everyone but my blood relations. Sad thing is that I can't say this is a new thing. The same thing occurred decades ago when I was in High School and I was being bullied by people who thought they were better than me. And with the same results as well. I guess because of my life experiences I identify a lot with Loki, though I have chosen a different path than he chooses. I feel like the Anti-Loki sometimes. When I write for Loki I can really feel his pain because in a sense I have felt that same pain as well, that pain of psychological ostracism. If you want I can send you a sample of what I've written in my story if you'd like.
people who bully usually have problems at home, they weren't raised right, they take out their subconcious issues on others. Children are cruel. but the fact is, they bully you BECAUSE you are better than them.

I don't completely have the same view on loki as you do, but i would like to read some of your story if you would like to PM it to me.

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I was pretty severely bullied in school as well.. I find it's best not to dwell on that crap and just get out and find your happiness elsewhere and with other people. Dwelling on it tends to make it worse and hold you back.
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It's easier to forget when people aren't being such nasty, vindictive jerks in the present. But in a way this is good for my creativity.

Anyways, are you still interested in reading a rather lengthy sample of my story?
it is good for your creativity. and it is a good for you as a person. Things like these only make you stronger if you learn how to deal with them in the most effective way possible for your own personal well being.

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Thing is in my story he's not 100% heartless. He's more or less a tortured soul with a split personality of sorts brought upon by tampering with Dark Magic and a soul sacrifice he made, in flashback of course. Like I said earlier, I'm treating Loki as an addict and Sigyn as the tormented spouse who loves Loki but can do precious little to help him. For me the drama comes from Loki trying to fight giving in to the darkness but to frustrated avail. I'm working Thanos in there as the big bad of the piece ultimately.
I would like to read it

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