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Tatooine.
Joren Kel stands at the very edge of the property owned by his friend Brya, which ends just before the boarder of the Dune Sea. He stands as a lone figure against the brilliant sunset casting a long shadow on the ground behind him.
He looks up at the vibrant oranges, reds, and purples that mark the sky as the planet's twin suns blink out of sight. Normally, this view would inspire awe in most beings across the galaxy, for it is a truely magnificant sight to behold. However, for Joren, it just makes him feel alone.
It is a familiar sight, one that he has seen every evening for the past 3 nights. Ever since they returned from Nar Shaddaa with Nyna's body, and buried her on this very spot.
As the suns disappear on the horizon and darkness begins to settle over the desert, Joren's mind begins to drift to that fateful night only days ago. He will never forget the sight of Dono kneeling on the ground beside Nyna's body, his helmet on the ground...and the shattered look on his face.
Or the look of shock and terror in Kelsa's eyes as she saw her friends returning to the Lady Luck, with Joren carrying Nyna's lifeless body in his arms. Or the look of utter devestation as she realizes that her best friend is gone.
After 3 days of trying to be the pillar for his friends to lean on, the emotions of recent events finally takes its toll. His knees weak, Joren sits down in the sand next to Nyna's unmarked grave. Looking at the disturbed mound of sand, he fights back tears of sorrow and rage. Despite himself, he feels a deep anger over the loss of his friend, and his inability to do anything about it.
He also can't help but feel that he and his friends had been used by Mon Mothma and the New Republic. It was his duty as a Jedi to track down and "rescue" Pax Mitel. Not Nyna's, not anyone else's. But it was because of the bond that he shares with his friends that they went on the mission with him. And the New Republic had been more than happy to abuse that bond for its own ends.
The more his mind races, the more the anger within him rises. However, he finally forces it deep down within him. He knows that it wasn't anybody's fault but Pax Mitel's. And his. If he had just been more aware, or a fraction of a second faster, perhaps he could have saved her. And with that thought, a single tear runs down his face, dropping onto the sand beneath him.
He finally stands, and looks again at the gravesite of his dear friend.
"I'm sorry Nyna. I failed you." He says as he turns away and begins the short trek back to the house.