spideyboy_1111
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im a little drunk... but kinda wants to be more drunk.... that and i really wanna cuddle right now 

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I can't believe that I missed you. Again.
im a little drunk... but kinda wants to be more drunk.... that and i really wanna cuddle right now![]()
You mean...David David?
Maybe you didn't miss me, maybe I'm just avoiding you.
I'm so freakin affection-starved it's not even funny.
I was a cuddlebug with my ex, and now I've been single for three years.
wow, I just realized how long I've been single, and that's kind of depressing.
Lately Mark and I have hugged each other more often, and the last few times I've left the apartment Robbie has hugged me goodbye, and it feels really good. Not in a "being physically close with a guy I have the hots for" way, it just feels nice to be hugged.
I have a few things to say to you... first off whatever happened to the person I could relie on the person I could go to for all my problems. I don't know that person any more. I know your going through alot of **** right now but that never mattered before. I was always there for you and now your never there for me. I don't know you anymore. I'm done trying to find who you are right now. when you wanna be back in my life then great but til then I will stop asking you for anything
I'm getting sleepy and I wanna cuddle.
It's when I'm going to bed that I feel most lonely.
good to know![]()
we are one in the same![]()
So here's the thing. A little over a month ago, I hung out with my younger sister. She's sixteen, and I decided to trust her with my secret. She was very accepting and supportive. About a week later I get facebooked from my mom. "Need you to come over, we need to talk." I got that bad feeling that something was wrong. I went over the next morning and my mom told me that my sister had outed me. Now, to be clear, I was absolutely terrified of telling my mom. She's a text book case of manic depressive, and I had no idea how she'd react. On top of that she's the second most conservative person I know, only trumped by her dad. I had even told my sister that I was nowhere near ready to tell her. I got two different reasons for the outing; one from mom and one from my sister. My sister claims she did it to get ungrounded, while my mom says it was just weighing too much on her shoulders. Anyway, despite it not being on my terms. all went well with the conversation with my mom, extremely supportive. But I still came away feeling extremely betrayed by someone I trusted with such an intimate and personal secret. I was devastated, and despite being relieved about finally having my mom know, I went home and sobbed. Since then I've tried to be at the very least civil to my sister, even though I still have anger and pain about it. I know I haven't been as warm to her as I had previously, but I'm still trying to be a good sibling. She asks me for help on her homework and I'll come over to her house and try my best, though it's been Math that I haven't had in ten years, so I've been no help. Two days ago she wanted me to come over and fix her internet connection so she could pirate videos to watch while recovering from wisdom teeth surgery. I couldn't make it because I had a psychologist appointment right after work, and then plans I had made weeks before with friends. So today, I got this text message:
I'm still steaming over it. I just can't fathom this bratty bull crap.
I think we're all that way.![]()
I'm glad I was never that kind of teenager. My older sister gave my mom enough of it. Heck, she's 24 and STILL does.![]()