Mr. Smash'n Bash
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zenein said:Trees and rape it is.
Well I don't live anywhere close to a forest and my police record is squeaky clean, soo.
zenein said:Trees and rape it is.
zenein said:So it'll be even worse when you crash into that tree and the officer finds weed in your glove compartment and sends you to rapeville.
My Mom and Dad both drink heavily, and used to hit me and my little sister a lot, and generally put down the both of us to make themselves feel better, and my sister hates me because I didn't protect her more when she was younger, but I was really too little to do anything anyways, and I was afraid too, so there was nothing I could do, but that doesn't matter, so my entire family hates me, and none of my extended family really talks to us much, mostly because they all hate my parents, and so I don't really have more of a relationship with them than I have with some guy down the street, so I can't even call them family. I abuse pain pills myself, more and more, and can barely even function without them half the time. My little sister is starting to drink at parties, and is probably going to end up some loser like my Mom, but doesn't care, and if I live long enough I'll probably end up like my Dad so I don't really have any place to talk to her about it anyways. Every single one of my friends aren't really my friends, they generally keep me around for test answers, or to make a boyfriend jealous, so I can get them free stuff, or because I know a friend of theirs and they don't want to rock the boat, and I don't really like any of them to begin with, but it's better than being that kid that sits by himself at lunch everyday so I just go with it. Every personal relationship I've ever had with just about anyone has been a sham just so that I could say that I at least had them. I can only get girls if they want to make someone jealous or they're drunk or they just want to have sex and I happen to be there, anytime I'd actually like to do something else it's a no go, and the only person I actually want that with anymore can't pull her head out of her ass long enough to give me a ****ing yes or no answer on stuff and so I'm stuck in that stage where you know it won't happen but also have to keep maintaining hope that it will. My graduation is in jeopardy, because I don't care about school enough to pay attention anymore, and if I don't graduate I probably won't be able to get into college period, and if I do, I'll be buried in debt before I even turn 20, because I can't even afford books without a loan, much less tuition and a dorm, which I have to have because I can't exactly stay here, and it's cheaper than an apartment. And on top of it all, every attempt to vent and keep myself somewhat sane through it all is met with some idiot calling me emo. So sorry guys, go back to talking about V or Riz and Cardplayer arguing over stupid **** or whatever.Juturna said:you're not poor dumbass. You might be what 'America' calls lower class, but I'm not sure how. The only thing is you live in a trailer. But you have food, computer, high speed internet, an XBox360, and other expensive **** your parents buy. The only reason you're 'poor' is because your mom and dad don't know here to invest there money. But they have money.
Your making excuses so you can feel bad.
I can do that too.
My dad abuses pain pills.... he lost his job.... I can't get a job after trying 10 different places.... te girl of my dreams 'loves' somone else.. I used to be a fat ass.... I can't afford an XBox360.... I'm failing 4 of my 6 classes because I'm a dumbass....
Oh, but I have a house... yay for me
It's ****ing ******ed, you talking like your life is lacking somthing we all have.
zenein said:My Mom and Dad both drink heavily, and used to hit me and my little sister a lot, and generally put down the both of us to make themselves feel better, and my sister hates me because I didn't protect her more when she was younger, but I was really too little to do anything anyways, and I was afraid too, so there was nothing I could do, but that doesn't matter, so my entire family hates me, and none of my extended family really talks to us much, mostly because they all hate my parents, and so I don't really have more of a relationship with them than I have with some guy down the street, so I can't even call them family. I abuse pain pills myself, more and more, and can barely even function without them half the time. My little sister is starting to drink at parties, and is probably going to end up some loser like my Mom, but doesn't care, and if I live long enough I'll probably end up like my Dad so I don't really have any place to talk to her about it anyways. Every single one of my friends aren't really my friends, they generally keep me around for test answers, or to make a boyfriend jealous, so I can get them free stuff, or because I know a friend of theirs and they don't want to rock the boat, and I don't really like any of them to begin with, but it's better than being that kid that sits by himself at lunch everyday so I just go with it. Every personal relationship I've ever had with just about anyone has been a sham just so that I could say that I at least had them. I can only get girls if they want to make someone jealous or they're drunk or they just want to have sex and I happen to be there, anytime I'd actually like to do something else it's a no go, and the only person I actually want that with anymore can't pull her head out of her ass long enough to give me a ****ing yes or no answer on stuff and so I'm stuck in that stage where you know it won't happen but also have to keep maintaining hope that it will. My graduation is in jeopardy, because I don't care about school enough to pay attention anymore, and if I don't graduate I probably won't be able to get into college period, and if I do, I'll be buried in debt before I even turn 20, because I can't even afford books without a loan, much less tuition and a dorm, which I have to have because I can't exactly stay here, and it's cheaper than an apartment. And on top of it all, every attempt to vent and keep myself somewhat sane through it all is met with some idiot calling me emo. So sorry guys, go back to talking about V or Riz and Cardplayer arguing over stupid **** or whatever.
Easier said than done.Juturna said:That's a huge ass wall of text but I got the jist of it.
You're alive man, and you shoud be able to see how easy it would be to drop the pills, get a job, get a roommate, get an apartment, and start living the way you want to live.
WhatsHisFace said:Easier said than done.
Socrates said:...Popeyes chicken strips are the best. No kidding.And it's right next to Subway.
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