Officially one year clean baby!

Maximus One

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I now officially have a full year under my belt off of opiates. I had a really bad problem with Lortabs and other various pain medications for about 6 years and the last time I remember even taking any was the day Pineapple Express came to theaters cuz my and a friend ate a bunch and went to see it. It opened on 8-8-08 now I know its not a full year yet but damnit its close enough and Im so damn pround of myself. Within the last year I have moved outta my parents house and gotten laid more times than in the past 5. Its been a damn good year. Im just worried that one day Ill have to have some kinda surgery and will have to take them cuz of pain and Im scared my body will just go right back into full dependency mode.

I was really bad on them though. Like I didnt care about anything at all except getting a fix and it feels great now that I dont have any chemicals ruling my existence. Anyways thanx to whoever feels gracious enough to congratulate me.
 
Thanx now if i can just stop smoking cigs. Ive basically stopped smokin bud but I still do from time to time just not all day every day like I did. Pot really helped me with me withdraws when I first stopped taking them. I didnt go to rehab or nuthin i just said to myself "Im gonna die and I dont wanna die anymore" At one time the depths of my despair ran so deep I prayed I wouldnt wake up every morning. Ive seen 3 people I care about od and die from the same stuff I was doing. 2 ex gfs and my sister fiance died in my old bedroom one nite bout 2 1/2 years ago. It took me awhile to get over my own personal and root issues of my addiction but I finally decided I like being here and Im not ready to leave yet
 
Thanx now if i can just stop smoking cigs. Ive basically stopped smokin bud but I still do from time to time just not all day every day like I did. Pot really helped me with me withdraws when I first stopped taking them. I didnt go to rehab or nuthin i just said to myself "Im gonna die and I dont wanna die anymore" At one time the depths of my despair ran so deep I prayed I wouldnt wake up every morning. Ive seen 3 people I care about od and die from the same stuff I was doing. 2 ex gfs and my sister fiance died in my old bedroom one nite bout 2 1/2 years ago. It took me awhile to get over my own personal and root issues of my addiction but I finally decided I like being here and Im not ready to leave yet
 
Awesome, man. I'm proud of ya. :up:
 
Gewd jerb. :up:

Seriously, that's great. Keep it up.
 
Truly awesome that you decided to live your life not masked by pills. I know pills are a huge problem in the world but seems to be overlooked. Congrats on doing something about it in your own life.
 
I managed four months without ecstasy.

Now I'm rolling ****ing face.

={D

But great for you man! Keep it going. Popping those pills is dangerous or something.
 
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congratulations man!! addictions a b**ch it takes some balls to let go of bad habits :up:
 
Thanx now if i can just stop smoking cigs. Ive basically stopped smokin bud but I still do from time to time just not all day every day like I did. Pot really helped me with me withdraws when I first stopped taking them. I didnt go to rehab or nuthin i just said to myself "Im gonna die and I dont wanna die anymore" At one time the depths of my despair ran so deep I prayed I wouldnt wake up every morning. Ive seen 3 people I care about od and die from the same stuff I was doing. 2 ex gfs and my sister fiance died in my old bedroom one nite bout 2 1/2 years ago. It took me awhile to get over my own personal and root issues of my addiction but I finally decided I like being here and Im not ready to leave yet

Chronic. :up: It would help with quitting cigs. My bud tried the other way around, quit chronic first then planned to quit smokes a year later, and he's still inhaling a pack a day. :o It's always cool to hear about a success story tho, good job on tossin the hard dope.
 
Congratulations.

May you spend the rest of eternity drug free.
 
Congratulations my brother. You keep up the good work, and only good will come your way.:up:
 
Wow last nite when I left there were like 2 posts now I come in and see this! Thanx guys it means alot. The only thing that really still sux is when I have dreams about getting high. And pot dont count! LOL But seriously Ill have dreams in which I eat handfuls of pills and then wake up pouring sweat. Scares the hell outta me but Ill never touch opiates again. Ive had plenty of oppurtunities too cuz almost my whole family is prescribed them. Im just strong enough to know I dont want that. Kinda like with my coricidin addiction way back when I was like 17 anytime I see bottles of cough syrup or a box of coricidins on the shelf at stores I get sick to my stomach just at the thought of em now
 
Chronic. :up: It would help with quitting cigs. My bud tried the other way around, quit chronic first then planned to quit smokes a year later, and he's still inhaling a pack a day. :o It's always cool to hear about a success story tho, good job on tossin the hard dope.

now it's your turn to quit or you'll look 60 at 25
 

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