spiderman2
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So I just need to vent some here. I am 28 being felling stuck for a long long time at a job that I cant stand that causes me depression big time but have been looking for a new job for a long long time but no one wants to higher me they always say they are not looking for anyone or they have decided to go with some one else most of the time its we are not looking for anyone and yes I go back a lot to try to show them I really want the job and to see if things change. I fell trapped stuck and well just hopeless more and more ever day. I started school a few years ago after having not done any school after high school for like 8 years. I figured I would go for a accounting degree has I am good with math can do a lot of math in my head like more then most people but ended up finding out that accounting is really not that much math and was like behond confused so I ended up dropping the class. I have now been thinking I would see how high I can go in math has I know math is something that really makes some one stand out and I would like to do something with sports/math. Really the reason I started school in the first places is because I felt like I had no choice with all the effort I have put into finding a new job with zero luck. Even though I have always thought I was good at math I do think algebra is confusing because really its like not even math.
When you just put letters and such in there it just gets heck of confusing. In highschool I only did algebra nothing above that and after doing some collage math eliminter algebra is like basicly what I learned in highschool. I am now doing intermidate algebra and fell lost like have no idea what I am really doing and already fell like I may have reached my math limit. Yes I have said I can do math in my head but the problem with algebra is there are just way way to many formulas and like trying to remember all of them and like the million steps that each one takes and like knowing when do you use this formula vs when to use this other one is just like way to much to remember for me. We are half way threw the semester now and I am only at a like 66% including a 32/100 yesterday on my 2nd test meaning I need to raise my grade by like 4% just to barely pass the class and if not for extra credit would most likely be at like a 64-62% right now and the 2nd half of the semester has 4 test where the first part only had 2 meaning that its going to most likely just get harder going forward. I thought for sure I would at least be able to get threw algebra though it would be more like calculas or trig that would get me but now I don't know if I am even going to be able to make it passed this class.
Please tell me that 30's are easier then the 20's. I hate hate the 20's sure hope that the 30's are better and easier. I know I would be so much happier if I had a job I even kind of like. I am so tried of felling trapped hopeless and having like zero idea what I am doing or what to do and trying to stay motivated is so hard and just fells more and more pointless ever day. I have like zero patchiest at this point has I fell like life has been testing my patchiest and I am not a patchent person in the first place.
When you just put letters and such in there it just gets heck of confusing. In highschool I only did algebra nothing above that and after doing some collage math eliminter algebra is like basicly what I learned in highschool. I am now doing intermidate algebra and fell lost like have no idea what I am really doing and already fell like I may have reached my math limit. Yes I have said I can do math in my head but the problem with algebra is there are just way way to many formulas and like trying to remember all of them and like the million steps that each one takes and like knowing when do you use this formula vs when to use this other one is just like way to much to remember for me. We are half way threw the semester now and I am only at a like 66% including a 32/100 yesterday on my 2nd test meaning I need to raise my grade by like 4% just to barely pass the class and if not for extra credit would most likely be at like a 64-62% right now and the 2nd half of the semester has 4 test where the first part only had 2 meaning that its going to most likely just get harder going forward. I thought for sure I would at least be able to get threw algebra though it would be more like calculas or trig that would get me but now I don't know if I am even going to be able to make it passed this class.
Please tell me that 30's are easier then the 20's. I hate hate the 20's sure hope that the 30's are better and easier. I know I would be so much happier if I had a job I even kind of like. I am so tried of felling trapped hopeless and having like zero idea what I am doing or what to do and trying to stay motivated is so hard and just fells more and more pointless ever day. I have like zero patchiest at this point has I fell like life has been testing my patchiest and I am not a patchent person in the first place.
I'll be going to superhero movies for as long as I am able. 
