being well into the new year already, I can’t help but to reflect back on the past year, an where things went wrong, as I find myself, much worst off then I was this time last year….
now, I’ve never really been big on making goals, and looking to change things (always been more of a status quo, kinda guy) though, last year I found myself doing just that, I decided to change things, made myself a list of goal (all perfectly achievable) but, still I found myself abandoning these goals pretty early on… it was around this time that I found myself with a new lady in my life…
I suppose I kinda justified the abandonment of these goals in telling my self that most of these goals were all leading up to getting the girl, (which it was amongst my goals, to get a girl, but, it was more towards the end of the list, cause, I knew I had to get the rest of my life in order before I could consider really letting someone else into my life) but, I figured if I could get the girl without achieving those other goals, why bother….
Well, I quickly learned, that’s not how its works, an before I knew I found myself in a situation where I couldn’t turn back, an even try to go back to the goals, it was to late, and by the time things ended with her, I was broke, and broken… an I’ve since have not full recovered (physically, emotionally, or financially)
ok, that was maybe a little melodramatic, but, that’s kinda how I feel sometime…
So, anyway, I guess, life lesson learned here…
you can’t just skip ahead to the end
(sometimes you have to take those extra steps, to get to where you need to be)
