I'm the youngest guy at the production studio where I work, I'm an intern. And it's really hard for me to get past my awkwardness around any of them. I'm shy, nervous, akward, quiet. And I've been working there since September. I just don't feel like I belong there, and I don't feel very liked or wanted. But the oppurtunitites I have by working there are way too great to turn down. I like the people there, they're talented and cool. But they're gossipy, and every time I screw something up, I can't stop thinking about how at least one conversation has taken place amongst them about what a screw-up I am.
i know it is easier said than done, but try not to have those thoughts of paranoia going round your head, it could lead to you making mistakes if you do.
What to do is try to remember that even if they do have a quick gossip about the intern, then what will probably happen is that they will forget all about it as soon as they have said it, as they are more focused on their own work.
Stick to your ground and stick to your guns, you could build up your confidence in your mind just by knowing you are making it in there , despite being different from the others in personality and rank.
They are just people, always remember that, not some big bogey men gang, they will probably have messed up here and there as well from time to time, and are not so perfect. Just try to be cool, work hard and do your best and your head will do the rest of the job for you in taking care of that paranoia.
sorry if this is rambling, but i wanted to say something, i used to be v shy and awkward, i did one week at a design workplace when i was at school and was really awkward etc, if i had been the guy who i became a year or so later i would have enjoyed it a lot more, as i was more confident with strangers. the whole environment is in your mind to an extent, try to push yourself to be more like these superheroes you have been watching in flicks, take chances with what you are saying etc, don't be quiet all the time, you could say the right thing at exactly the right time, and impress people, that is a chance worth taking. you seem like a smart guy around here, so you obviously have things to say, so say them in real life too.