Its abuse. Its humiliation, Its a fine motive for murder, especially after it happening for years.
Of course I don't know anything about this case and the guy could simply be a ****tard psycho which would make my point pointless.
9 times outta 10 I really feel for the shooter. Yeah the inncocent people who get plugged too.
I totally get the Pearl Jam song "Jeremy".
Long story short: from 6th grade till halfway through senior year I was the target. Made fun of for every possible reason, names, balls thrown at me in gym...so bad I just stopped chaging for class and just go hide...kids are a-holes. Most of them...
I wanted to drop out, but knew with out at least a diploma I wouldn't get far...
Instead of unleashing my wrath upon the world I hated so much I went the other way. Drugs. I liked how it felt not to feel.
Notice I said halfway through senoir year...I got busted, told the truth (how I hated everything and everyone (hence my escapeism) asked for help...went to rehab, realized I matter and all that ABC after skool special stuff.
I was happy to not be allowed back in school. Got home tutored to finish the year.
I think deep down I knew that high school was just a crock of poop and that after it was all over everything would change...meek shall inheirit the earth kinda junk. It's cliche but all that crap made me a stronger person. Karma is a wonderful thing. All the jocks are now fat, the ra-ra's are fat as well (I've seen their picutures on myspace) complaining about marrige, kids, bill, jobs...life...makes me just a little bit happy inside.
For me...I got the f outta Jersey (never to return) I'm not fat anymore and have a job I absolutely love doing what I have always wanted to do (culinary). Good friends...all that...life is great.
True I am single, and that's fine with me becuase I don't really like people anyway =^)
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while I don't agree with alot of what my parents did...I was at least taught manners and respect, chew with my mouth closed and don't scuff your feet.