Nell2ThaIzzay
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I don't know if anyone remembers, but about 3 years ago I made a thread expressing a fear of flying I was dealing with when I had booked a cross country flight to go home and visit my family for Christmas.
Well, long story short, I had a series of anxiety and panic attacks that I let take control of me, and I cancelled my flight.
Fast forward to present day, 3 years later, and an entirely new place in life...
Well, I just returned today from making that cross country flight. I wasn't able to stay out there very long, and came home before Christmas, but I was able to face my fear and get on an airplane.
I don't understand where exactly my fear came from - I've flown before, numerous times, I've been flying for years. But for some reason, 3 years ago, these panic attacks and anxiety took hold and I couldn't contain it. I feel like a lot of it has to do with me having been in an emotionally bad place in my life at the time, but whatever the cause, I'm happy for myself being able to do it.
Well, long story short, I had a series of anxiety and panic attacks that I let take control of me, and I cancelled my flight.
Fast forward to present day, 3 years later, and an entirely new place in life...
Well, I just returned today from making that cross country flight. I wasn't able to stay out there very long, and came home before Christmas, but I was able to face my fear and get on an airplane.
I don't understand where exactly my fear came from - I've flown before, numerous times, I've been flying for years. But for some reason, 3 years ago, these panic attacks and anxiety took hold and I couldn't contain it. I feel like a lot of it has to do with me having been in an emotionally bad place in my life at the time, but whatever the cause, I'm happy for myself being able to do it.