Man I am exhausted!!!! Let me explain my day for you if anyone cares or can relate.
I just went to the beach today, in what i thought was supposed to be, a blind date. My guy friend (Justin) and his co-counselor girl friend from camp (Allie) were going to go to the beach for the day. Now they've known each other for a few weeks, but are not willing enough to say that they like each other. Mind you Allie has this all planned out. She's conspired this day at the beach so that Justin will admit his love for her. But to make it not so akward, a friend from each person would make the day fun. Little did Justin and I know what Allie was planning. See we thought that Allie was hooking me up with her friend, while also trying to get closer with Justin.
Pfft, ya right
Do you know what happened? I met this friend of Allie's, same exact name except spelled differently. You should have seen this 'Ali'. I looked at her pics on myspace and I thought she looked cute. I meet her up front, she's thin as a rail and has the biggest grill (teeth) I've ever seen. The braces supplied make her look kind of scary. So at first it was really akward for me just trying to get to know Allie and Ali. I would like to add that Justin's Allie is ****ing hot!!! I was so jealous of him. plus, she had a great personality, very likeable. Basically Justin and Allie act exactly alike. think Dr. Cox and Jordyn from Scrubs.
We get to the beach. i try to establish myself, act friendly, ask questions. You know act like I give a damn. However because my friend Justin needs no explaining he jumps right into his comfortable sarcastic mood as he always does and the girls take to him. Yet, they could care less what I have to say after i politely listened to their stories. So i get the message, I'm going to censor myself throughout the entire day. As the day goes on it was alot of fun. Body surfing in the ocean, teasing each other on the beach, running, me getting buried in the sand. I was starting to feel like i really belonged. But low and behold the real reason I'm there at the beach! Allie had no intention of hooking Justin's friend (me) up. No, I was just there for support. So I could tell Justin to make a move on Allie. Not only that, but Ali was in on it too. Not that i would ever want to go out with her, but she didn't even give me a chance. She completley wanted nothing to do with me the whole day. she didn't even want to talk to me like a civilized person. Everytime she pulled me aside so that justin and Allie could get close together, both of us departed ways along the beach.
In the end, my friend Justin got together with Allie. really glad for him, but somewhere along the line i can't help but think 'what about me?'. I felt so used. there was no reason for me to be there except to be a barrier zone. I spent 12 minutes just walking around the beach for the sake of my friend of hooking up with a girl, while I got nothign in return. It sucks to be me.
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