i don't know if i truly was heart broken but it really hurt.
it was last year. a guy i've known forever, since like 5th grade ( his sister and i were friends in that class) was in my 4th period. he was friends wit my bro and he was graduating that year. well i always thought he was pretty good looking, and he was easy to talk to, but never truly liked him liked him. so we'd talk pretty much during the first semester in that class, he sat right next to me, and there was no seating chart. and we'd just talk and i felt comfortable with him. so the second semester comes around and all of a sudden, i look at him in a totally different light. i'm almost in love with the guy. i couldn't believe it took me a whole semester to figure that out. i thought perfect! i finally can get a guy i like, he's so easy to talk to. well....god was cruel this time around
. he had recently gotten the senior superlative for most attractive and hung out with totally different people, he became more egotistical, and he became so hard to talk to. he started talking to this different girl and i started to get soo jealous and sad. i thought, why didn't i get him when i had the chance? so he graduates...and i never see him again. i wish, truly wished i had told him my true feelings. i'm basically over him now, i haven't seen him since may. so that helped me cope.