I should just go home.
I mean, I know it's a complete 180 from how I felt yesterday. Truthfully, I've always wanted to go to a Con. Living in Southeastern Indiana doesn't exactly give me the privilege of being able to attend one on a yearly schedule, so to be offered the chance to come to arguably the biggest one of the year for my first was like winning the lottery. But now, instead of cosplay chicks and movie panels, all I can think of is Byrd. His corpse's frozen expression staring up at me, unwilling to make some sort of sly remark or crack a joke at someone's expense. It was unlike anything I had ever experienced, and I don't want to have to relive that every moment that the weekend has left to offer. I'd be better off just packing my stuff away and saying my goodbyes, leaving this whole ugly mess behind me.
But I can't. I should, god knows I should, but something just keeps bugging me. Seeing Byrd's suitcase at the other side of the hotel room, untouched since he was alive, it's like it's staring at me. Watching me, a symbolic gesture left to tell me that if Byrd were still here, he'd want us all to still have a good time. Hell, he'd probably be trying to sneak back onto the Convention floor. The crazy bastard was always looking for ways to stand out from everyone else - and especially now, I think it's safe to say that he succeeded at that.
Damn, though. It's gonna be tough. No one's gonna be able to avoid it. It's not like it'll be some sort of pink elephant in the room that we can all surpress - his death was national news. He's going down in history as the guy who was murdered at Comic-Con. Everyone'll be talking about it and wondering what happened, whether it was real or not or just some elaborate hoax.
Still wish it was.
"What the..."
I look over as my phone beeps once. It had been eerily silent ever since I had returned to my room, but it seems that someone's sent a text. Probably one of the guys, asking how I'm holding up. Wish I had an answer to give them.
"Son of a..."
I flip it open and look at the message. Number I don't recognize, but I see the tag. From a guy named John. Keyser or wieg, I assume. For the sake of not having to see the mental image of Byrd's corpse mangled like a ragdoll again, I'll just pretend that it's wieg.
LET'S MEET AT DICK'S LAST RESORT FOR DINNER TONIGHT, 9PM. - JOHN
I almost try to call back and tell them no.
But looking at Byrd's bag again, I sigh to myself. Already 8:45. I should hustle if I'm going to make it.
Hopefully Dick's has a decent steak.