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Backround: Last year, I was really into this girl. She looked very pretty. A very pretty girl.There were some indicators that she wouldn't be the one, but I'll get in to that later, maybe. Anyway, I was really scared to tell her. Well, when the next school year roled around, I didn't have her in any of my classes, this is partly because she didn't elect to go into AP Euro (indicator.)
Well, that complicated things a little. All my friends were saying that I was a ***** for not telling her how I felt. So, I, uh, wrote a letter.
Ugh, it was horrible. It basically said that she's an angel and that last year she always made me smile, and that I enjoyed talking with her. A bunch of stuff like that.
I talked to her about it and, she said it was cute, and I was like "alright, that's cool."
We didn't talk for a few days. Then my friends (damn them) had her meet with me during lunch and I wasn't ready. Well, I didn't know what to say and I was really uncomfortable. Well, I had a pepsi and the cap said that I was a winner and I got a 12 oz pepsi product. Well, I turn to her and say "Hey, here's a free 12. oz Pepsi product."
So ****ing embarassing. Well, I had his friend and he was in her English class. Ever since this, he's always talking **** to me about how ****ing ****ty I am, with women, and how cool he is and how he can bag her if he felt like it.
Well, after a week or two, I felt ok with it. I mean, I don't need her right. Well, he only bugs me to talk **** about me and to talk about her. "I'm really over it man."
This was ok, until less than a week ago. He tells me that he and her talked on the phone for a few hours. One of their topics was you'rs truly. That leaves me perplexed.
He also mentioned that One Tree Hill Rules. Why is this important you ask? Well, she really likes that show. This guy never liked it, until her. What a ****ing suck ass, I don't want that to be me.
I decided to rwrite this poem to say how I feel:
June,15 2006.
Started 11:30 pm
ended 11:56 pm
Just A Pretty Face No Second Thought Part 1.
Hello there woman
I knew I had comin'
When I handed you the letter
yeah, like I could do better?
No, I'm awkward and shy,
I'm just that kind of guy.
I'll use lame as a charm
a signal that I'll do no harm.
If you don't get that or
you don't understand
go over there
to an arrogant man.
You'll think he's great
not one you'd hate
but when he's nice to you
he's just nice to himself
he's just watching his reflection
he won't be himself, he'll conform
to you, not to be nice, but
to get to your spice.
That arrogant man won't have his own mind
He'll try his best to find
out what you like and copy it.
That kind of a relationship is
such bull****.
You're just a girl, not a hypocrite.
You go for that tall "gorgeous" man
that light skinned handsome man.
One you think you understand
as you have him in your hand.
Now you see, you're not a big
topic of my conversation.
There's bigger topics like
social segregation,
seperation of church and state
why in God's name is there so much hate?!
But you have a one-note man
a good guy, but he has to harp
on a very small / insignifigant part
of Sophmore year when I got
shut down,
by a pretty face.
I don't feel disgraced.
Nor did I ever.
But this man, this man! Oh so consistent
to remind me of this, he's
so ****ing persistent!
He's the superficial soul who wants
me to feel turmoil
but he fails
when it rains, I won't let it hail.
I'm in control
I feel at peace
I feel liberated, vindicated.
I realize you're a pretty face
but I'm intellectually motivated
I realize I can't match you on a superficial level
but can you match me on a level that's phylosophical?
Samuel Johnson wrote "When a man is tired of London he
is tired of life" You are NOT my London!
I realized this since the day after!
I am at peace.
He and you may talk about me
but I'll have you know
that you are an after thought
-the end
The moral of this story is to be who you are when infatuated with a woman. You see, last year, there was one HUGE indicator that I should have saw. She was talking about the song "Dare you to move" well, I saw this as an oppurtunity to impress. So I go one about the song's message about how it's anti-sucide and all this other stuff, very deep. How does she respond? "Uhh, ok?" That was the biggest indicator and I ignored it. I ignored it, because of her pretty face.
Well, that complicated things a little. All my friends were saying that I was a ***** for not telling her how I felt. So, I, uh, wrote a letter.
Ugh, it was horrible. It basically said that she's an angel and that last year she always made me smile, and that I enjoyed talking with her. A bunch of stuff like that.
I talked to her about it and, she said it was cute, and I was like "alright, that's cool."
We didn't talk for a few days. Then my friends (damn them) had her meet with me during lunch and I wasn't ready. Well, I didn't know what to say and I was really uncomfortable. Well, I had a pepsi and the cap said that I was a winner and I got a 12 oz pepsi product. Well, I turn to her and say "Hey, here's a free 12. oz Pepsi product."
So ****ing embarassing. Well, I had his friend and he was in her English class. Ever since this, he's always talking **** to me about how ****ing ****ty I am, with women, and how cool he is and how he can bag her if he felt like it.
Well, after a week or two, I felt ok with it. I mean, I don't need her right. Well, he only bugs me to talk **** about me and to talk about her. "I'm really over it man."
This was ok, until less than a week ago. He tells me that he and her talked on the phone for a few hours. One of their topics was you'rs truly. That leaves me perplexed.
He also mentioned that One Tree Hill Rules. Why is this important you ask? Well, she really likes that show. This guy never liked it, until her. What a ****ing suck ass, I don't want that to be me.
I decided to rwrite this poem to say how I feel:
June,15 2006.
Started 11:30 pm
ended 11:56 pm
Just A Pretty Face No Second Thought Part 1.
Hello there woman
I knew I had comin'
When I handed you the letter
yeah, like I could do better?
No, I'm awkward and shy,
I'm just that kind of guy.
I'll use lame as a charm
a signal that I'll do no harm.
If you don't get that or
you don't understand
go over there
to an arrogant man.
You'll think he's great
not one you'd hate
but when he's nice to you
he's just nice to himself
he's just watching his reflection
he won't be himself, he'll conform
to you, not to be nice, but
to get to your spice.
That arrogant man won't have his own mind
He'll try his best to find
out what you like and copy it.
That kind of a relationship is
such bull****.
You're just a girl, not a hypocrite.
You go for that tall "gorgeous" man
that light skinned handsome man.
One you think you understand
as you have him in your hand.
Now you see, you're not a big
topic of my conversation.
There's bigger topics like
social segregation,
seperation of church and state
why in God's name is there so much hate?!
But you have a one-note man
a good guy, but he has to harp
on a very small / insignifigant part
of Sophmore year when I got
shut down,
by a pretty face.
I don't feel disgraced.
Nor did I ever.
But this man, this man! Oh so consistent
to remind me of this, he's
so ****ing persistent!
He's the superficial soul who wants
me to feel turmoil
but he fails
when it rains, I won't let it hail.
I'm in control
I feel at peace
I feel liberated, vindicated.
I realize you're a pretty face
but I'm intellectually motivated
I realize I can't match you on a superficial level
but can you match me on a level that's phylosophical?
Samuel Johnson wrote "When a man is tired of London he
is tired of life" You are NOT my London!
I realized this since the day after!
I am at peace.
He and you may talk about me
but I'll have you know
that you are an after thought
-the end
The moral of this story is to be who you are when infatuated with a woman. You see, last year, there was one HUGE indicator that I should have saw. She was talking about the song "Dare you to move" well, I saw this as an oppurtunity to impress. So I go one about the song's message about how it's anti-sucide and all this other stuff, very deep. How does she respond? "Uhh, ok?" That was the biggest indicator and I ignored it. I ignored it, because of her pretty face.
