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(IC: Clark Kent)
I've been sitting on the porch for hours. I've only begun to reaccept the crisp, clean air of the cornfields infront of me, as opposed to the pollution of the city I left. I've only asked myself one question, the entire time... And I have yet to get an answer.
Was it all a waste?
I look over at the mailbox, reading 'KENT'. The one I accidentally burned in half when I was twelve, when I was getting used to my heat ray vision.
I became Superman to do what needed to be done. To make the world an overall better place... A place it deserved to be. Where a person who could fly didn't need to lift heavy objects, melt things with his eyes, freeze things with his breath just to get that message across. I wanted to inspire.
And yet... It only took one man to contradict that ideal. According to him, my hopes for world peace and happiness to all were nothing more than a target for larger, more dangerous threats. A target for more of what I wanted to prevent. A target... nothing more.
I've looked upon my life. Those years I spent, wondering why I was so different from everyone around me. Why I had to keep myself hidden, in order to protect Ma and Pa. My high school years, with Lana... Her inspiration for me to become a reporter. Moving to Metropolis... Meeting Lois, Jimmy, and Perry. The attack at the opening of LuthorFisk Towers. My reveal to the world. The first time Lois called me Superman. The attack on The Fantastic Four... The Hulk's rampage at Stark's mansion... Jor-El's summoning of me at the Fortress... The invasion... and now, this.
I've begun to wonder if any of that would've changed for the better, had I chosen a different path. Had I simply not used my powers... Lived the life I selfishly wanted to live. A life as Clark Kent... the Kansas native. Not the alien... Not 'The Man Of Steel', as they came to call me... Just an average, normal person in a big, bold world where the people around me wore tights and fought alien invaders.
I turn, hearing the door creak open. Ma and Pa stand in it. Their faces convey worry. I've already told them what I plan to do. Needless to say, they didn't like it. But if it means that they will live to see another day... I can't change my mind.
"Are you alright, Son?"
I sigh, a little, before shaking my head "No". How could I be alright? I may have wasted my entire life on an ideal that was just shattered before my very eyes.
"Clark... You know how we feel about you going. And don't think that our opinion has any weighing on what I'm about to ask... But, are you alright with going?"
I stand, leaning against the fence.
"I... don't know. I don't know, Ma. I just..."
She nods, understanding.
"It's not that I want to leave. You both know that. But at the same time... I never wanted any of this to happen in the first place."
"Luthor?"
"No. All of it. Using my powers... putting you all in danger... being Superman. I wish I had never done it, now more than ever. I know I had doubts before... I came here the last time, too. But this is different. This is... The truth. Everything I tried to accomplish blinded me from seeing the outcomes, and I don't know what would've happened if I had just stayed normal.", I tell them.
"Clark... You're not normal. All three of us have known that for quite some time. I... Jonathan, I don't think I'm saying this right. Could you...?"
"What your mother is trying to say is that... You couldn't have tried to live a lie. It's not what any of us... yourself included, would've wanted. You are Clark Kent... You're our son, and we're proud of you for it. But you're also Superman. You can't just abandon that part of you."
I look at them. They're right... But... that's what got me into this situation in the first place. Being who I am.
"I... I know. I know, it's just... Being who I am has put so many people in danger. Thousands died because of me. Thousands, Pa. I'm... not exactly sure I can live with that guilt.", I say, as my head lowers.
"Clark..."
"Honey... You didn't kill those people.", Ma says, walking up to me. "That monster... Zod, or whatever he chooses to call himself, did. You didn't kill anyone. You're no murderer."
"But whether or not I meant to isn't the point. I didn't want anyone to die... Everyone knows that. Even Luthor probably does. But whether I meant to or not... They still died in my name. I was inspiration for such an act..." , I respond, still not even able to fully grasp how I could've been the reason for so much chaos... So many lives taken.
I put my hands on her shoulders.
"I know you mean well. I know you both do... You always have. And I can't even begin to thank you for all that you've both done for me. But... I don't have a choice, anymore. If I don't do this... Zod will only do more. Maybe even worse. And I cannot allow that to happen.", I say, trying my best to make them feel better about this in my tone.
"I have to."
She and Pa both hug me. I hug them back. I can't... I don't know how I'm going to be able to live without them. Tears roll down my face, as tears roll down theirs, aswell. This can't be goodbye. I can't tell myself that this is goodbye. I just... can't.
That's when we all hear something. A noise. Like a low kneeling, of some sort. We turn to the barn, seeing it. A green light is glowing from it. I part from Ma and Pa, walking over to it. The light is glowing brighter. I take the doors of the barn, and open them, as I'm enveloped in a green light. It's... the ship. The vessel that carried me from Krypton to Earth. I approach it. It hasn't glowed like that since I found the crystal that created the Fortress...
'Kal-El.'
My eyes widen. Jor-El's voice.
'You must return to the Fortress of Solitude, Kal-El. It is of dire concern.'
I almost respond. Should I...?
It stops me before I can. The light disappears, and the noise fades, leaving me in the darkness of the barn. I turn to Ma and Pa, behind me, a look of concern on my own face.
"I don't-"
"Go, Son. It sounded important. You need to."
"But-"
"Your father's right. You need to go."
I sigh. There's really no arguing with him. Especially at the tone of Jor-El's voice...
I hug them both, again.
"I'll be back. This isn't goodbye. I promise.", I say, before breaking from them, and hovering into the sky.
"Wait."
I turn, mid-air, seeing Ma run to the porch, and run back to me, holding something in her hands. It's folded.
"You'll need this."
She opens it, revealing an obviously newly sewed Superman suit. I look at it, hesitant.
"Take it, Clark. For us.", Pa says, with a nod.
I float down, and take it from Ma. I look at them again. I can still see their worry...
"My promise still stands."
"We know. And we love you."
I nod, with somewhat of a smile, before taking to the skies. Maybe even for the final time. These days... I'm not really sure, anymore.
I've been sitting on the porch for hours. I've only begun to reaccept the crisp, clean air of the cornfields infront of me, as opposed to the pollution of the city I left. I've only asked myself one question, the entire time... And I have yet to get an answer.
Was it all a waste?
I look over at the mailbox, reading 'KENT'. The one I accidentally burned in half when I was twelve, when I was getting used to my heat ray vision.
I became Superman to do what needed to be done. To make the world an overall better place... A place it deserved to be. Where a person who could fly didn't need to lift heavy objects, melt things with his eyes, freeze things with his breath just to get that message across. I wanted to inspire.
And yet... It only took one man to contradict that ideal. According to him, my hopes for world peace and happiness to all were nothing more than a target for larger, more dangerous threats. A target for more of what I wanted to prevent. A target... nothing more.
I've looked upon my life. Those years I spent, wondering why I was so different from everyone around me. Why I had to keep myself hidden, in order to protect Ma and Pa. My high school years, with Lana... Her inspiration for me to become a reporter. Moving to Metropolis... Meeting Lois, Jimmy, and Perry. The attack at the opening of LuthorFisk Towers. My reveal to the world. The first time Lois called me Superman. The attack on The Fantastic Four... The Hulk's rampage at Stark's mansion... Jor-El's summoning of me at the Fortress... The invasion... and now, this.
I've begun to wonder if any of that would've changed for the better, had I chosen a different path. Had I simply not used my powers... Lived the life I selfishly wanted to live. A life as Clark Kent... the Kansas native. Not the alien... Not 'The Man Of Steel', as they came to call me... Just an average, normal person in a big, bold world where the people around me wore tights and fought alien invaders.
I turn, hearing the door creak open. Ma and Pa stand in it. Their faces convey worry. I've already told them what I plan to do. Needless to say, they didn't like it. But if it means that they will live to see another day... I can't change my mind.
"Are you alright, Son?"
I sigh, a little, before shaking my head "No". How could I be alright? I may have wasted my entire life on an ideal that was just shattered before my very eyes.
"Clark... You know how we feel about you going. And don't think that our opinion has any weighing on what I'm about to ask... But, are you alright with going?"
I stand, leaning against the fence.
"I... don't know. I don't know, Ma. I just..."
She nods, understanding.
"It's not that I want to leave. You both know that. But at the same time... I never wanted any of this to happen in the first place."
"Luthor?"
"No. All of it. Using my powers... putting you all in danger... being Superman. I wish I had never done it, now more than ever. I know I had doubts before... I came here the last time, too. But this is different. This is... The truth. Everything I tried to accomplish blinded me from seeing the outcomes, and I don't know what would've happened if I had just stayed normal.", I tell them.
"Clark... You're not normal. All three of us have known that for quite some time. I... Jonathan, I don't think I'm saying this right. Could you...?"
"What your mother is trying to say is that... You couldn't have tried to live a lie. It's not what any of us... yourself included, would've wanted. You are Clark Kent... You're our son, and we're proud of you for it. But you're also Superman. You can't just abandon that part of you."
I look at them. They're right... But... that's what got me into this situation in the first place. Being who I am.
"I... I know. I know, it's just... Being who I am has put so many people in danger. Thousands died because of me. Thousands, Pa. I'm... not exactly sure I can live with that guilt.", I say, as my head lowers.
"Clark..."
"Honey... You didn't kill those people.", Ma says, walking up to me. "That monster... Zod, or whatever he chooses to call himself, did. You didn't kill anyone. You're no murderer."
"But whether or not I meant to isn't the point. I didn't want anyone to die... Everyone knows that. Even Luthor probably does. But whether I meant to or not... They still died in my name. I was inspiration for such an act..." , I respond, still not even able to fully grasp how I could've been the reason for so much chaos... So many lives taken.
I put my hands on her shoulders.
"I know you mean well. I know you both do... You always have. And I can't even begin to thank you for all that you've both done for me. But... I don't have a choice, anymore. If I don't do this... Zod will only do more. Maybe even worse. And I cannot allow that to happen.", I say, trying my best to make them feel better about this in my tone.
"I have to."
She and Pa both hug me. I hug them back. I can't... I don't know how I'm going to be able to live without them. Tears roll down my face, as tears roll down theirs, aswell. This can't be goodbye. I can't tell myself that this is goodbye. I just... can't.
That's when we all hear something. A noise. Like a low kneeling, of some sort. We turn to the barn, seeing it. A green light is glowing from it. I part from Ma and Pa, walking over to it. The light is glowing brighter. I take the doors of the barn, and open them, as I'm enveloped in a green light. It's... the ship. The vessel that carried me from Krypton to Earth. I approach it. It hasn't glowed like that since I found the crystal that created the Fortress...
'Kal-El.'
My eyes widen. Jor-El's voice.
'You must return to the Fortress of Solitude, Kal-El. It is of dire concern.'
I almost respond. Should I...?
It stops me before I can. The light disappears, and the noise fades, leaving me in the darkness of the barn. I turn to Ma and Pa, behind me, a look of concern on my own face.
"I don't-"
"Go, Son. It sounded important. You need to."
"But-"
"Your father's right. You need to go."
I sigh. There's really no arguing with him. Especially at the tone of Jor-El's voice...
I hug them both, again.
"I'll be back. This isn't goodbye. I promise.", I say, before breaking from them, and hovering into the sky.
"Wait."
I turn, mid-air, seeing Ma run to the porch, and run back to me, holding something in her hands. It's folded.
"You'll need this."
She opens it, revealing an obviously newly sewed Superman suit. I look at it, hesitant.
"Take it, Clark. For us.", Pa says, with a nod.
I float down, and take it from Ma. I look at them again. I can still see their worry...
"My promise still stands."
"We know. And we love you."
I nod, with somewhat of a smile, before taking to the skies. Maybe even for the final time. These days... I'm not really sure, anymore.