"No, Rhodey, you're not just a soldier. You're the most capable, loyal, brave soldier I know."
The visor on my helmet retracts, revealing my face below. That was the short answer to Rhodey's question of why. But something tells me it's the long answer he's looking for.
"As you well know, given all the fights we've had about it, after escaping from Afghanistan I made the decision that Stark Industries would no longer manufacture weapons for the military. Something the military is none too happy about, given that they view the Iron Man as the ultimate weapon. Even now I'm at odds with Nick Fury and S.H.I.E.L.D. over their attempts to sieze some of my designs for government use. I've heard every argument under the sun from these people, but there's one that really stings me. That I'm being selfish, the billionaire playboy flying around protected in my suit of armor while our soldiers die in Afghanistan and Iraq."
I let out a sigh, pressing the bridge of my nose between my metal-clad fingertips. It's not something I'm happy about. I've read the tabloids, the dirt rags with their inaccurate lies about me gladly sending ill-equipped young men off to die on foreign land, as if I was the one sending them. Of course I don't want that. But I know the alternative is so much worse, but it's hard finding the word to justify myself to someone as pragmatic and level-headed as James Rhodes.
"I'm a futurist, Rhodey. I can envision the three Ps and the W of the future: the possible, the probable, the preferable, plus a wildcard or two. Everything I've done, everything I've built, has been an attempt to interpret the future, see where we're headed as a society, and create the things that I believe will serve us best in that future. It is my job to look into the future, and when I do... I can't see one single scenario where any one country - even ours - possessing an army of Iron Men is a good thing."
Even now, even looking at one other person in an armor like mine, even when it's Rhodey, I can't help but getting that sick feeling in my gut, the sensation of witnessing a nightmare made flesh.
"One of my biggest fears is that the Iron Man becomes cheap. That it becomes something affordable, accessible, replaceable.... expendable. Something that anybody can pilot. The thought of squadrons of soldiers wearing the armor takes me to black ops mercenaries in the armor, which takes me to hired killers in the armor, and from there it's not a huge steps to gang members on the streets decked in Iron Man armor. I don't want the secret of the Iron Man out there, and for the longest time I thought I was the only one I could trust with it."
I look up at Rhodey, stepping towards him.
"But I see the other side of the argument, Rhodey. I know there are kids dying for their country. I know that a lot of the time I'm too busy kicking The Hulk's butt to help fight insurgents in the Middle East. Though I've vowed not to put any more weapons into this world, I can see why the army could use the help of Iron Man. But no more than one, and I wouldn't be giving the armor to the army. I'd be giving it to someone I trust, perhaps the only person I trust as much as myself. You, Rhodey."
I put my hand on his shoulder. Telling this story, I realise it sounds a bit homoerotic, but if you were here, you'd see it was totally... manly, and stuff. A very powerful moment, I thought.
"This wasn't about pity. This was something I had been wanting to ask you for a long time, and yes, your accident forced my hand. But I chose you because you're the only person I can trust with this responsibility. My armor's sleek, designed for the superhero business, as you call it. Yours is designed for the battlefield. It's bulkier, more durable, it's packed with more weaponry than you could dream of. Your suit is like an ejaculation of all that weapon-making skill I repressed and tried to turn away from, every negative impulse drained from my mind and into a suit of armor. You're going to do the jobs I can't, go the places I can't. I know you're a soldier through and through, that's who you are, so I made you the ultimate soldier. The military wanted Iron Man, well I gave them more than that. I gave them a... a..."
And then the words come to me. As I say them, they seem to hang solid in the air with an ominous ring of finality.
"War Machine."