As Sebastian Blake laid unconscious on the church floor, the first thing I did was fly back to check up on Grace. When I got back, the ambulence was already there. Good girl; she called 911 the second she finally could. I land lightly on the ground as she sits at the back of an ambulence truck, sipping on some coffee with a blanket covering most of her body in the cold night.
She looks at me in an unexpected glance, like she loves me again. A look I felt I haven't seen in her eyes in months. But then reality slaps me in the face and I wake up to realize what it most likely is; and it's not love.
I'm the hero that saved her.
Just the hero that saved her.
"Did you..."
"Kill him? No. Geez no, Grace. Believe me, I wanted to deliver him the kind of pain that isn't describable with words...but I didn't. Couldn't. Couldn't even if I wanted to. These gifts of mine kind of come with an un-published rule book. But uh, that's kinda complicated."
She's silent for a moment, and I want nothing more than to hold her.
"How are you?"
God...if only you could let me hold her now.
"On the surface? Kinda shakey. Having trouble to believe what happened what happened. On the inside though?"
She gets up, putting the cup of coffee down and she hugs me. At first, I don't hug back, shocked she isn't upset because her life was in danger because of me. But it could again just be because I just saved her life. She looks up to me, and I can tell she's looking straight through the holes in my helmet into my eyes.
"The inside is complicated. Some of it makes so much sense and feels so natural, and then rest of it...just doesn't. Because I moved on, and was starting to feel independent again. But I cannot lie to you, Michael. Not to your face and not after what just happened. When I was tied up...I prayed God would someone to save me. And I wasn't expecting the Blue Blur or Icon, or anyone of your teammates...I was hoping it would be you. Because...well, because..."
She starts to lift the helmet off of my head, and takes a good look at me. For seconds neither of us talk, and my heart starts to race. The touch of her soft hand as she runs it down my cheek put me in a state of bliss. Feels like home again, just being with her. The angel-fire wings ignite a brighter white that's almost blinding, and they envelope the both of us. Her hand leaves my chin, and I open my eyes; she's contemplating about touching my wings.
"The fire can't hurt you. It's completely harmless to those with a pure heart."
She slowly starts to move her hand, looking back at me.
"And you're sure my heart is pure enough?"
Her fingers are a mere inch away as she stops, and I lean in and whisper in the ear.
"More pure than my own."
As Grace musters up the courage, she passes her fingers, and is dazzled in the experience. She wiggles her fingers in the angel-fire and does all kinds of swirling motions; not a burn. I catch her hand in the air with my left, and then bring it together with my right, clamping her right hand gently; in a way trying to bring her back to reality.
There's no denial that I want this to go a certain way from here. But I can't afford to be that selfish.
...Right?
No. Don't try to justify anything. That...
leech of a monster Sebastian abducted Grace and used her as bait for mere sport. He could have found multiple ways to get to me but he chose
her.
Her. Grace.
"This isn't...real though Grace."
I want to slap myself for this.
"What you're feeling right now...don't let your present emotions and thoughts confuse you. We aren't together anymore. Like you said to me once before this night, you moved on. And you are happy now. This? What you're feeling? It's just because I saved you."
My angel-fire wings open up, and slowly flap to my backside.
"This isn't real."
She looks at me, unable to hide a small tear that she lets run down her face; I decide wipe it for her. But to my surprise she whiplashes back, my finger barely getting part of the wet tear. She doesn't say a thing.
I wanna pull her back in, you know, use a little gust of wind or something to make it come across as clever and charming. But I can't. Can't put a crossfire her way. Sebastian is just one of 7 freaks that are supposed to be coming my way.
Reaching down for her left hand, I gently take my helmet from her, and put it on. By this time, the news crew nearby has taken notice of our conversation and start coming over.
"As much as I want, this won't work. For goodness sake, Grace, you could've died tonight."
"I could've died during the Invasion too. Trying to stay away from me won't guarantee--"
"That isn't the same thing! I am personally responsible for what happened to you not just tonight, but starting several nights ago when that pyscho took you! I don't...I know I couldn't go on if you did. This experience made me realize what I need to do. It's going to get worse, believe me I know it is. I need to prepare for what's coming for me."
I take a deep breath, controlling my emotions. It's what has to be done. Just like when I had to get a new agent and fire Grace. I thought that was enough, and
that was bad, but I need to distance myself more.
"I'm leaving Lost Haven. I'm leaving The Guardians. I'm leaving...everything. All of it. Leaving it all behind."
"Your art career wil--"
"My art career isn't nearly as important as what is coming my way. I need to do this. I think the only way I will be able to face the obstacles to come is to be in complete solitude."
The journalists have the nerve to move in closer and one even directly comes up to me.
"Archangel, what's this you're saying about leaving The Guard--"
I swat the camera away and the news reporter cringes a bit.
"DANGIT?! Can't I have a talk with the woman I love in peace?! All you've guys have done since the Invasion was creep into my life like I'm some frog to dissect. Yes I'm leaving The Guardians, okay?"
My angel-fire wings spread wide, and I take flight.
"I'M LEAVING EVERYTHING!"
I escape into the night sky, using the fog to hide it. I don't even think to look back. Some way to say goodbye to Grace. But it had to be done.