"What are you trying to say?!" Marilyn exclaims in outrage.
I pinch the bridge of my nose between my eyes.
"Look, Marilyn, I don't see why you're so surprised. I mean, have I shown any interest in you since we broke up?" I ask, trying to reason with her. I'm not sure why I even bother with that anymore. It's clear that Marilyn has thrown all reason out the window.
"Well, you asked me to this!"
I grit my teeth. Senior Prom. Phew, boy. I guess I have a lot of explaining to do, huh? Well, alright, so back
that night when I went to Abby's house, I did eventually decide to go in and talk to her. I know, I know. I felt terrible about it, okay? Well, Abby and I talked for a while, and she agreed that she felt something, but she also felt like it was too soon. After all, we hadn't seen each other in a while. After she said that, I confessed everything about my status with Brooke and how guilty I felt just
being at Abby's house, and Abby - to her credit - was very understanding and gave me some feminine advice.
So I took Brooke up on her offer, and I sat down and talked with her. Now, I already hide so much from Brooke that I hate lying to her anymore than I need to, so I told her that I had talked to Abby. Well, that didn't sit well at first. But Brooke pulled herself together, calmed down, and explained to me that we should probably stay on our "break" for at least a little while longer. It wasn't exactly what I was expecting, but I wasn't going to argue with it.
Well, Prom rolled around, and it brought a truckload of problems with it. I still didn't feel comfortable asking Brooke, and Jim approached me asking if he could ask Abby. Truthfully, I've always known that Jim had a thing for Abby, and who was I - especially as his
best friend - to deny him that? I gave him the greenlight, but this left my options quite thin. The deadline to register a date was fast approaching, and - acting in desperation - I asked Marilyn. Not my best idea, I admit. Well, suffice it to say that the night has gone
exactly as I expected, and I finally had enough and gave Marilyn a piece of my mind.
As you can see, it didn't go over so well.
Noticing my silence, Marilyn bites her lip angrily and - I swear to God - looks like her head's going to explode cartoon-style. With a huff, she tears off her corsage and throws it at the ground. She storms off, and I pick up the corsage and lay it down on a table.
Well done, Sean. You've outdone yourself this time.
I always thought Senior Prom would be an opportunity to make lasting memories, but these weren't the kind I had in mind. Dipping my hands into my pockets, I survey the ballroom. Vince Daniels is here with a girl I don't recognize, and I'm pretty sure it's the first time I've seen him in months. He's laughing it up with his date, so I decide not to bother him. Not far over, in the middle of the dance floor, Jim is dancing passionately with Abby. I can't tell from here if she's reciprocating, but Jim is definitely allowing himself to give in to the moment. I feel the slightest tinge of jealousy, but it's instantly replaced by my desire for things to work out for Jim. For whatever reason, he's one of those guys that you never see in a relationship, even though he's a great guy. I know what getting Abby would do for him.
As I continue to scan, I come across Brooke. She's standing alone by the refreshment table, plastic cup in hand. Like me, she's looking across the dance floor. For a moment, I'm unsure if our eyes met, but I decide to go up to her anyway. My heart starts pounding, and she smiles when she sees me approach.
"How's Datezilla working out for you?" she asks coyly. Evidently, she must have been watching Marilyn's breakdown.
"About as well as I expected, which is not well at all," I answer honestly. I lean up against the table next to her. She continues drinking and watching all the dancing couples.
"So who are you here with?" I ask, trying not let to let my voice betray my intentions.
"Kyle Porter. You know him?" she replies. I shake my head. With a slight shrug, she explains,
"I met him in my Calc class. He's an okay guy. I feel bad, though. He got the chicken parm, and his stomach did not appreciate it. He's spent most of the night in the bathroom." With one last gulp, she finishes her drink and tosses the cup into the trash.
"Well, isn't this ironic? Here we are, both of us alone. What a Prom, right?"
Brooke shrugs.
"It's not terrible, I guess. Music has been good, anyway."
"Do you want to dance?" I ask suddenly, mustering up the courage. I hold out my hand openly, praying that I haven't overstepped my bounds. Brooke looks at my hand, smiles, and takes it softly. As I return the smile, I lead her out onto the dance floor. No sooner do we find a spot than the current song ends. A slow song starts to play, and Brooke and I meet eyes awkwardly.
Without a word, Brooke releases my hand and drapes her arms around my neck. I try to calm my heartbeat as I wrap my arms around her waist. Within a few seconds of dancing, our bodies slowly come together comfortably, like a pair of old sneakers that you're putting on again. I allow myself to rest my head on her shoulder, and she does the same for me.
"I've been thinking about us. About our break," I admit. We continue to dance, and for a moment, I'm not worried about her response. I could live in this moment forever and be happy. God, I've missed her.
"I've missed you." Well, there, now I said it out loud.
Brooke sighs.
"I've missed you, too," she answers.
We dance silently for the next few minutes. We don't need to say any more. We know each other well enough that the words don't really matter at this point. What's happening is a foregone conclusion, set into motion the moment she took my hand tonight. If you ask me, it's not a moment too soon.
As we dance, I look up and catch Jim looking at us. Abby's back is turned to me, and her head rests on Jim's shoulder. Jim smiles at me, and I smile back at him. It may not have been a perfect night, but I think if you asked either one of us, we'd tell you that we wouldn't have changed a thing.
Except maybe I would have asked Brooke to go with me in the first place.
"Sean," Brooke begins.
I lean back so I can look her in the eyes. We stare at each other for a second before I allow myself to smile.
"Ssh." I lean in for the kiss and watch as Brooke closes her eyes. Taking that cue, I close mine and we kiss each other like it's our first kiss. A million things going on around us, and I don't care about a single one. For a while there, I was thinking about skipping Prom and spending the night on patrol as Mantis.
The night can wait.