The issues shared are true, I was in the middle of giving you a very detailed analysis of the events that led up to her manifestation but there was a power cut and it was all lost.
In hindsight though, I don't believe I have anything to prove. Whether you take it as fiction or fact, it doesn't affect me or her and nor should I affect either of yourselves.
The truth is stranger than fiction my dear friends.
oh and Lucy, it's no cry, Unlike alot of people I have the ability to step back and truly see my life and my existence for what it is. I'm only a rung in the big picture and i understand how to utilise it to the best of my abilities rather than just pissing it away on a idol quest for values that may be instilled in us as youngsters perhaps having their own agenda entirely.
Don't be depressed, I'm fairly liberated, apart from Aidrian. Make no mistake, she isn't a dictating controlling factor, rather a apsect that i have to purposely make sure she benefits from any decision that i may make before and after her physical manifestation.
If you take care of the future, the future will take care of you. Simple as.
My only issue is that after all my hard work, she may never ever manifest, now that my friends would be a sad day. However she is the only tangilble uncorrupted reliable essence I have (in theory).
thanks adhokk lol...um i could give points maybe?? ohh or cookies i make really good cookies
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