The Hype Confession thread

[Ziggyman]

I think DBella is a really hot name...!

 

[jaymes_e06]

Sometimes I spend so much time analyzing pleasure and every notch of it's sensation that I don't think I really feel it at all.

Are you an Aquarius or Gemini?

 

[NewYorkSpider]

I'm not from New York.

 

[November Rain]

When did you first become aware of her?

I think about May. I've never wanted to have kids before, the idea kinda disgusts me. I think i was just messing around thinking about children's names it her name came to me and it stuck and she became as real an entity as you and I.

She gives my life some meaning.

She provides a purpose and a structure in my life. A reason to go on so to speak. I feel as though i must open up every avenue for her to suceed and guide her through the perils of life.

It's hard for her because she's mixed race. She'll be isolated and alone with neither society truly taking her in and I must prepare her for being able to survive independant of true cultural acceptance. She'll go through things neither myself or her mother can understand, perils i can't fathom, obstacles i could never conceive but i must make sure she's ready to survive. Ready to suceed and ready to lead her siblings to greatness.

She is the vessell and filling her with all my wisdom and providing her with as many opportunities as possible will provide my life with meaning. I just can't fail her.

It's absolutely bizzare, I can't sleep because of her. I'm quite worried that if my first born child is a boy, i'll withdraw myself from it out of dissapointment because it won't be aidrian.

I wish i could go back to being emotionally detached, life was simpler back then.

 

[ComicChick]

I almost got arrested cause my Stepbro and I stole a couple road cones. He didn't sell me out though when he was questioned. Only crime I ever committed.

you can get arrested for that?

me and my friends used to do that all the time, good thing we don't anymore.

 

[ComicChick]

what the heck? i'm game, since my 15 minutes had to be postponed on el ess pee.

• i never say L*ve out loud. in school i'd write it out as l*ve too, even if it meant getting points off on a paper.
  
• i'm way too cynical for my own good, but somewhere deep inside is this teeny tiny voice of a hopeless romantic. I would like to get married one day, but I kinda don't think i ever will. and sometimes, that doesn't bother me?
  
• i don't emote externally. i never share a real emotion and i don't let anyone see me cry, i haven't cried since July (friend died) and before that, february (uncle died). i am kinda emotionally detached i guess. i never get really excited or happy or angry, at least not visibly
  
• i don't curse. sometimes i may type one but i don't speak any.
  
• I know the words to way too many horrible songs. and i watch american idol, from auditions to the end
  
• my boobs are real
  
• i've been an insomniac since i was 12-ish
  
• i have a car but no drivers license.
  
• i'm the only one of my siblings who doesn't do any drugs, also the only one to graduate high school and pretty much the only one who has held the same job for more than a year. i'm also the youngest and they are 43, 42, and 36. i'm 23
  
• i read fanfiction sometimes i've written a couple of my own that i've never shown anyone :evenbiggernerd:
  
• my nephew committed suicide in November 2005 2 months before turning 18 and there still has not been a day that I don't think about him. i still don't think i've ever truly grieved yet.

that's enough.

 

[JLBats]

Are you an Aquarius or Gemini?

No.

 

[SuperSarah!]

I secretly wish NSYNC would have a successful comeback....

 

[Eggyman]

I secretly wish NSYNC would have a successful comeback....

lol

That's just carazee.

This is coming from the guy who does Patrick Bateman monologues in his head

 

[Badger]

you can get arrested for that?

me and my friends used to do that all the time, good thing we don't anymore.

Haha. I stole one of those road a-frame signs with the blinking light and put it in my bedroom, when I was 16.

 

[Ion Kenshin]

I secretly wish NSYNC would have a successful comeback....

No secretly for me i would love it if they did. i was a huge nsync fan. and yess i knew the dances and all....say what you want about me i dont care lol t:

 

[shapeshifter]

i like really trite popular fiction.

 

[Honey Vibe]

i like really trite popular fiction.

What so, romance novels??

 

[Carcharodon]

As a kid, I was diagnosed as being socially and emotionally ******ed, though I excelled academically. In elementary school I got in trouble a LOT, especially since other kids figured out they could bait me into retaliating very easily. I never really learned how to socialize.

I'd like to think I've gotten better, but for the life of me I can't adapt well to social situations unless they're with people I've become very familiar and comfortable with. It's difficult for me to adjust to huge social gatherings.

 

[Ion Kenshin]

I have a fetish most people would find weird.

 

[shapeshifter]

What so, romance novels??

stuff like Dan Brown Novels.

I have a fetish most people would find weird.

aren't most fetishes weird? Otherwise they would just call it an affinity?
besides most people have one, its just not everyone that will own up to it.

 

[Ion Kenshin]

aren't fetishes by definition weird?
besides most people have one, its just not everyone that will own up to it.

yea i guess you right...i dont really tell people about mine at least not my friends and such

 

[Honey Vibe]

I think about May. I've never wanted to have kids before, the idea kinda disgusts me. I think i was just messing around thinking about children's names it her name came to me and it stuck and she became as real an entity as you and I.

She gives my life some meaning.

She provides a purpose and a structure in my life. A reason to go on so to speak. I feel as though i must open up every avenue for her to suceed and guide her through the perils of life.

It's hard for her because she's mixed race. She'll be isolated and alone with neither society truly taking her in and I must prepare her for being able to survive independant of true cultural acceptance. She'll go through things neither myself or her mother can understand, perils i can't fathom, obstacles i could never conceive but i must make sure she's ready to survive. Ready to suceed and ready to lead her siblings to greatness.

She is the vessell and filling her with all my wisdom and providing her with as many opportunities as possible will provide my life with meaning. I just can't fail her.

It's absolutely bizzare, I can't sleep because of her. I'm quite worried that if my first born child is a boy, i'll withdraw myself from it out of dissapointment because it won't be aidrian.

I wish i could go back to being emotionally detached, life was simpler back then.

That is very interesting.
As for the possibility of rejecting your first born if it's a boy, I wouldn't worry about it. This is one of those things that deal with a different layer of life that cannot be taken literally, yet holds some invisible nutrient, compose especially for the subject, which is not fully understood in the present day. Allow it to play out to its conclusion.

 

[shapeshifter]

yea i guess you right...i dont really tell people about mine at least not my friends and such

i understand better than most.

 

[JLBats]

thread worthless without elaboration on these weird fetishes

 

[Honey Vibe]

I think the term is...

Anhedonia?

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anhedonia

Whenever that happens to me, I just have something with a lot of sodium

 

[shapeshifter]

sorry, but i'm not going into gory detail where 1,000,000 people can read about it.

 

[Ion Kenshin]

gory?

 

[zahanbil]

I wanted to kill my ex-fiance after we broke up, but the possibility of us getting back together stopped me. When he really pisses me off, I regret not having poisoned him.

End confession

 

[Honey Vibe]

Obese people who ride around the store in those electric carts annoy me. Those carts are meant for the elderly and disabled, not because fanny fat @$$ is too lazy to walk.

They have joint pain, I think.