It sucks when you have to end an over-fifteen year friendship...but sometimes you have to do what's just so incredibly hard. But the fact is that communication is probably the most important thing to me in ANY relationship. When I'm called on, I answer; if I miss a call, I call or text back as soon as I see that I missed it. But for him to use excuses like "I'm tired" or whatever on his days off, the days when we CAN hang and collaborate, just ticks me off so much. I don't even have a car yet, more often than not I'm walking to and/or from work, and I STILL hit him up and want to collaborate, because that's what you do for your friends, especially your best friend for the last fifteen years.
My heart is broken right now because this dude was a brother to me, but our friendship was more to me than a stupid YouTube channel, and even then I don't like doing videos by myself. I wanted to do this thing with my best friend. But I can't play this crap of "I'm too tired" and then go complete ghost and not reply to anything. It doesn't matter how much you work, you honor your friendships. It's not right and...I just have to be done with it.