I hate that I've become a bit bitter and cynical on these boards, and I'm not sure why.
I came here from another forum where a corrupt moderator and a group of posters had been waging a campaign to drive me mad, literally, to make me mentally ill and break me, and they almost succeeded. But, with the help of some poster sfrom this forum who knew what was going on, I survived and came here, where i was told i would be welcomed and treated like a human being.
Now, it has been revealed that there were a group of posters here who did not like this, they hatched plans of the exact same type, to frame me for things I had not done, and to do anything to make me look like a bad guy.
I was getting along very well in this community with people until the first salvo was launched against me by this group of people, and my name becme mud. It was later revealed that i was framed, and the poster who did the attack has been ostracised, only occasionally returning for ineffectual jabs here and there.
Also, during this whole time i have been experiencing an illness that has warped my personality, I could not figure out what it was, but it turned out there wa ssomething wrong with the water supply i was drinking, industrial chemicals of a sort had gotten washed through the pipes.
So, not only had i contend with that, and my usual job, which takes a lot out of me(esp when poisoned), but a large group of people screwing with my head, and the fact that communications had broken down between me and people important to me.
I have also done something i will take to my grave in the middle of all this turmoil, but i know in my heart of hearts it would not have went down as badly as that, or like that at all, if it were not for the above factors.
So, anyone aware of these circumstances, who is trying to play innocent, and take no share on the blame for anyone's misery, is a huge hypocrite, and needs to get some integrity into their soul and stop trying to avoid the facts. Your attempts to put this entirely on me reveal that you only care about getting me, and do not care for the person in question you are talking about in implication.
Now, this conspiracy has been broken apart, they have no weapons against me, they are exposed, and all they can do is sit back and try to wait for me to mess up again.
But, i won't, i am recovering, i do not suffer from the same poisoned water problems, but still , i am recovering from that, and other illnesses that have befallen me.
I am changing, and partially this is to do with finally getting access to my own personality again, and lessons being learned. Anyone who was involved in this conspiracy? I suggest you take a good look at yourself and change too, or else you will become redundant. For some of you this will be next to impossible, you don't feel you have anything to change about yourselves. that being the case, I hope you will be successful in your future endevours, whatever they may be.
The people who care? We're going to be doing the good stuff.
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