Super_Child
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I am sat here alone, and when I'm alone I start to think about existance and my life. I question my own existance. Do I really exist or is what I presume to be reality just some kind of illusion or sick game being played on me and the rest of us by a being with greater power.
I pinch myself in the neck, it hurts. I feel pain therefore I must be real? But that doesn't really prove anything. Every so often I have these moments where my mind wanders and something clicks, I could be walking across a field or doing anything and I'll think to myself, wow I'm here right now in the world and I exist. And I believe its true.
Then i start to think about the afterlife, if there is one. I don't think about my own death, I never do Im just not afraid of it because I don't have any control over it. But a possible afterlife? I find myself wondering If I even want to go to 'Heaven' I'm not too sure If i want to exist forever, and in a state of perpetual happiness? To me the meaning of life is the persuit of your own personal happiness, I'm pretty happy with my life. I love my girlfriend, my family and the only thing bothering me right now is my job. But I'm sure that will change one day.
What I'm trying to say is, when I die I hope to have lived a very fullfilling life. I want to have great grandchildren when I go and I can say, hey I played a big part in that. And then I can rest in peace forever and I will end, I'll cease to exist. I hope that end doesn't come for a very long time because I am enjoying myself
t: But I don't want to exist forever in some kind of afterlife. It just doesn't seem....right. I think that Humans should get one shot at life and thats it. Make the most of it. I'm going to. Your thoughts?
I pinch myself in the neck, it hurts. I feel pain therefore I must be real? But that doesn't really prove anything. Every so often I have these moments where my mind wanders and something clicks, I could be walking across a field or doing anything and I'll think to myself, wow I'm here right now in the world and I exist. And I believe its true.
Then i start to think about the afterlife, if there is one. I don't think about my own death, I never do Im just not afraid of it because I don't have any control over it. But a possible afterlife? I find myself wondering If I even want to go to 'Heaven' I'm not too sure If i want to exist forever, and in a state of perpetual happiness? To me the meaning of life is the persuit of your own personal happiness, I'm pretty happy with my life. I love my girlfriend, my family and the only thing bothering me right now is my job. But I'm sure that will change one day.
What I'm trying to say is, when I die I hope to have lived a very fullfilling life. I want to have great grandchildren when I go and I can say, hey I played a big part in that. And then I can rest in peace forever and I will end, I'll cease to exist. I hope that end doesn't come for a very long time because I am enjoying myself
