So yeah... ouch

[Optikal]

Hey guys,

I just figured it best to sling one post up here rather than go through every game I played.


Three weeks ago I took a lethal overdose of Amitriptylene, a tricyclic anti-depressant. I was rushed to hospital and saved but it was too late to stop the damage already done to my cradiac system. My heart was severely weakend and I was left at increased risk of various heart and cardiac related problems. I was released from hospital but spent a lot of time in a lot of pain. My diet and excercise were restricted and I was generally forced into a relatively sedate new lifestyle.

Yesterday, I was rushed to hospital after suffering a heart attack. I honestly thought my time was up yesterday. I've been released home into observational care of my parents at my own insistence, but as you can imagine I'm pretty shaken up. My chest is sore as hell, my limbs are like lead weights (especially down my left side) and I feel weak as a day old kitten. I can't walk up the stairs without collapsing.

So yeah, I'll be dropping all of my characters indefinitely to focus on my health. I'll still be around on my laptop, MSN, Facebook and here on the board of course.

 

[Batman]

Wow.

My god, man - yeah, I don't blame you a bit for taking it easy. Get yourself better, the Hype should be the last thing you need to worry about right now. Here's hoping for the best and a speedy recovery.

 

[Optikal]

Cheers dude. All my homies is on the Hype. I know there'd be a few worrying about me so I'll be sticking around.

 

[Johnny Blaze]

****balls.
I'm sorry to hear that, man. Wish you nothing but the best, brotha. Hang in there, take it easy, and do your damnedest to recuperate.

 

[Byrd Man]

So I guess this means Punisher is up for grabs?


I kid, I kid. Get better.....or else.

 

[Keyser Soze]

Oh God, that's terrible! I'm just glad that you're still here with us.

I loved the stuff we did between Tony Stark and James Rhodes in 1U, so of course I'm devastated you've dropped out of the RPGs. But at the same time, it goes without saying that your health is an absolute priority. Just you focus on getting better, Op. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers.

 

[NiteMare Shape]

Man Op, first I'm sorry to hear that, but I'm glad that you're still here.

Take your time, get yourself better. We'll all be thinking of you.

Best wishes

 

[Catman_prb]

Christ on a bike. Get well soon man.

 

[MadRhapsody]

Everyone's said it already, but I'll say it too. Focus on recovering and don't worry about any kind of gaming what so ever. Thoughts and prayers!

 

[Gallagher]

Jesus Christ man!

We were arguing just yesterday about the merits of Iggy Pop!

Now imagine if that'd been our last conversation? I'd never have forgiven myself

 

[SenseiofCheese]

Wow, dude. That's some rough ****.

I really do hope you get better, and my thoughts and prayers (the limited amount of those I send out in the world a year) are with you. Good thing we're FaceBook buddies now, I can pester you with spam messages and gay porn.

 

[Catman_prb]

I thought that was just for me

 

[Batman]

I thought that was just for me

Hey, at least you recieve the gay porn.

 

[Optikal]

I'll share my gay porn equally between you all if I wander off to meet my maker

So it is written, so it shall come to pass

 

[Gallagher]

I'll share my gay porn equally between you all if I wander off to meet my maker

If you die I'm so playing a ton of punk music at your funeral

You don't want that, so don't die *****.

 

[twylight]

I :heart: u

 

[Optikal]

Okay. I'm bored off my **** sitting here doing nothing.

I'll be returning to a few of the RPGs at the moment, just to occupy my mind somewhat. I know I'lll not be able to handle the stress of all the characters I played before though so expect returns for:

Atrocitus - World of Heroes
War Machine - One Universe
Hawkman - Ultimate DC

I won't be returning with:

Punisher - World Of Heroes
Apocalypse - World Of Heroes
Akanna Xehokiir - Gods & Men
Gambit - One Universe
Shang Tsung - From The Pages Of...

 

[Johnny Blaze]

Well, it's good to hear you're feeling well enough to come back.


Just make sure you save room for a possible 2099 character. t:

 

[Optikal]

Well, it's good to hear you're feeling well enough to come back.


Just make sure you save room for a possible 2099 character. t:

I will.

 

[Shlee]

Glad to know you're feeling a little better, Op, and my thoughts are with you.