N i g h t m a r e s:
Act I
Chapter 44: The Descent, pt.9...
As the Descender and I had become more aligned through the following weeks, I also noticed how my personality began to change as well, and at the time I thought, for the better.
I found myself coming more and more out of my shell every day I had the sword on my person. Despite the very
very brief remorse I had of putting Joe King's dad in the slammer, I had no care in the world. Especially in regards to the female department. An area that I wasn't the sharpest in... But it didn't much matter when the Descender was with me. It made me feel so confident, maybe even too much so, that I was asking out girls left and right! I mean sure, I still had my love for Kristi, but by that point I had figured there was no point in waiting on her to come around. So I'd take my chances with some of the other hot pieces of tail in my school...
"Hey, Tara. Dayumn girl you must be a cop, because you're this city's finest... Date?"
"Eww, with a sleazey nerd like you? No thanks..."
"What!? Why not? You've slept with almost every other guy in school! Why can't you add me to your checklist?"
SMACK!
"Monster!"
Man would I regret to hear that word...
.......
...I said I was asking girls out left and right. I didn't say I was
successful.
But either way, after many many failed attempts at getting a date, I decided that maybe continuing my pursuit of Kristi was still my best option... However, if I was to make my move for Kristi, I was going to have to do it later that night, at Andrew Frankovitch's party.
Deciding to dress for the occasion, I remember dressing up in my best pair of baggy jeans and black dress shirt, with my Blacklight suit (coupled with the Descender sword) on underneath of course, just in case... On the way, I picked up a single flower to bring with me from the flower shop. A rose. What I assumed Kristi would like if she was into flowers. At least I hoped...
Then before I knew it, my ride dropped me off at is house, and telling from the loud music I could hear from outside, I could tell the place was bangin'. Perfect. This was what I was looking for, and I hoped to do better this time with Kristi than all the other girls I asked out. It had to be just right...
I walked through the doors to enter what I pictured the party would look like. Loud music. Bright lights... People dancing about to the music. Exactly how I wanted it to be... and then I saw her. Right there before me.
"Hey, Kristi. Wow... You look... beautiful..." I said as I handed her the rose, and she looked at it with a weird...
uncomfort in her eyes...
"Oh... uhh, hey Jon. Uhh, thanks..." she stuttered. Almost as if she were getting bad vibes or something from me...
"Kristi, there's been something I've always wanted to tell you..."
"Jon, please... Just stop. Don't even say what I think you're about to say..."
"What? B-but, Kristi... I love--"
"It doesn't matter... You've changed, Jon. You're not the boy that I had fun with anymore. You're not the same... Now, it's like the dark side of you is starting to come out... You're aggressive, overzealous... and you hurt everyone around you... Even me."
"But Kristi you're wrong. It's still me. It's still Jon!"
"No you're not... You're a selfish person. You only care about yourself... You're a monster..."
"No... No I'm NOT!!" I yelled in frustration. I couldn't control myself...
"Is there a problem here?" Steve Artzeronian interrupted... Her stupid ex-boyfriend. Shoulda figured he'd intervene. Well, I didn't care what she thought! I was going to show her that I can love her like noone lese could! One way... or
another.
"NO, Steve. Everything was FINE until YOU showed up..."
"Hey, man. I don't like your tone... You better leave you little creep, before I make you. And stop stalking my ex..."
Stalking? STALKING!?! How DARE he! I thought... I had never done anything of the sort! And for someone to tarnish
my name by saying something as blasphemous as "stalker" was enough to make me....
BIFF!
...Snap.
Steve crashed into the punch table, and everyone else looked at me as my fists slowly lowered to my sides, and I breathed as heavily as a bull that's seen red, because the gloves were off. I was out for blood then... There was no stopping me until what I wanted was mine.
His friends then all went over to help him, while some of them came after me to avenge their pal... Everyone of them met the same fate.
I had used my adavanced strength to punch them all halfway across the party room, each time a new one coming to get a piece of me... I wasn't very much liked at my school, so when more and more idiots came to try and beat me, I started to think that there wasn't anymore friends looking to protect one of their own as much as it was said kids trying to get a chance to 'beat down the nerdy kid' now that the school's roof wasn't able to protect me. Each one of them all fell... Quite the
pathetic sight if you asked me...
"Come on! Anyone ELSE!?!?! FACE ME!!!
"Jon STOP!! STOP IT NOW!!!"
"NO!!" I yelled as I continued my stand, Kristi grabbing my arm, and my sight was so blurred with red that I lost control, and did the unthinkable...
"Kristi? KRISTI!?!" I heard Tara calling out to her as I looked behind me to see Kristi unconcious on the floor... and I was frozen at the realization of what had happened...
"You MONSTER!! You HIT her!!"
"But... No... I-I didn't--" I pleaded as I stopped and calmed down from my rage.
"GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!!!"
The tears in her eyes were enough to clear the haze of fury that was in my eyes... But I was lost... How could I have done such a thing? I looked at the see of boys around me, all struggling to get up after what I had done to them... What
had I done? How did I allow myself to cause such... such
pain? I was supposed to be a hero... I was Blacklight... Not... not this... this
thing. A
monster... That's what I was...
Some
hero...
"I SAID LEAVE!!!"
And I did as such...
After making it through the doors, I remember taking off into the cool night air... Trying to figure out what was wrong with me...
What's happening? I don't know who I am anymore...
You're a hero, Jonathan...
No! I'm not a hero! A hero doesn't attack innocents... A hero doesn't hit the woman he loves!
You didn't need her anyways... You're feelings for her were only holding you BACK!! And so I helped you get RID of them...
Y-you... You did WHAT!?!
I made you do those things, Jonathan... Because in order to make you a better hero, I needed you to stop loving that pesky little ****. So by making you attack that mob of boys, and by making you hit her, I made sure that they would neevr see you the same way again... They would view you as a monster... SHE would view you as a monster, and she would never be with a monster... and when you realised this, you would move on. Be the hero you were DESTINED to be, Jonathan... Be one with us!
No... NOOOO!!!! WHO ARE YOU!?!
Then it hit me... The voices in my head... I thought it was all me, like some part of my subconscious that learned about what it was to do good from all the comics I read, like Superman and Spider-Man, and they were trying to help make me be a better hero... But
NONE of these bad things... Kristi, Joe's dad, the criminal I almost killed, and more importantly, the voices...
NONE of them happened until after that day at the museum, and after I came into possession of the thing that I
thought was the
best thing to ever happen to me...
Y-you're the spirit of the Descender sword aren't you? The legend was right! You made that warrior kill all those people! You made him into a monster! Then he killed himself! You're... Evil...
Join us, Jonathan! Fulfill your DESTINY!!!
NO! I'm not like you! I'm not a monster! I'm a hero! I'm Blacklight!!
HAHAHAHAHA! You're BLACKLIGHT!?! My boy, that is to LAUGH!! No you're not!! You are NOTHING, Jonathan! You're just a scared little boy way in over his head... A selfish little kid... You're a monster, Jonathan... Just like us... Now let us become ONE so that we can RULE this planet with an IRON FIST!!! Bring the vengeance my master WANTED us to bring to this world!! PAIN! MISERY!! CHAOS!!
DESTRUCTION...
NEVER!!
JOIN US!!!!!
NO!!
JOOOINNN USSSS!!!!!!!
"NOOOOOO!!!!" I screamed as I ripped the sword from my back and with all my strength, threw it into the sky as it flew like a missle into the atmosphere, where I hoped it would burn, or get crushed in the vaccuum of space. So this
NIGHTMARE could hopefully finally end...
* * *
And that night was the night of my descent into darkness... but luckily for me, I saw light. That light would turn out to be my savior. Like a star, falling from the sky...