Thinking too much

[Paradoxium]

I actually do that. Whenever I can finally get Biohazard published, you'll see what I mean.

That's cool. I think things like this is a great way to reconcile these inner thoughts, simultaneously make you more objective and goal orientated. It gives a certain sense of accomplishment and gratification. It falls much more in the realm of proactivity. You can keep going at it, whether it works out or not, having learned your lessons the first time.

I think it weighs far more than vomiting all your thoughts on a blog, because almost anyone can do that. I do hope this helps you reconcile things, this project of yours.

 

[Drakon]

Biohazard? This is a comic I've been building and working on for about ten years now. If it were to be published in a monthy format, I could easily eek out two years worth of issues with just the writing alone.

But thanks for the well wishes.

 

[Paradoxium]

Perhaps you should publish it online as a series of pages or panels, and make it a finite story. Build the niche for free, and then sell it as a big volume.

You have the web literacy and expertise to make this happen. It doesn't have to be perfectly executed; just doing something means more.

These are all just two cent suggestions, I am sure you have your reasons for why and what you are doing.

 

[Drakon]

I had been toying with that for a while now. If I could actually draw better, I would. I'm working on it, but it's a slow progress. And Biohazard is my baby--I'm really not sure I want to outsource for the artwork again. I've got a couple of scripts on my machine, if you're interested in reading. I know you won't rip me, so you're welcome to see what I got.

 

[Lunar_Wolf]

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[E-Man]

Biohazard? This is a comic I've been building and working on for about ten years now. If it were to be published in a monthy format, I could easily eek out two years worth of issues with just the writing alone.

But thanks for the well wishes.

I'm interested in reading this. Like Paradoxium said, a web comic can really garner some interest. Web comics are so easily accessable and promotional from a fan's perspective, and if it gets popular it can generate some good ad traffic. You seem to have a well known rep on the Hype too, so if it's good we could rally some support.

 

[Eggyman]

I think a lot. About good and bad things. To the point of making myself crazy.

Worst case I ever had was when I was on acid. That fu**er in my head was really noisy that night, just wouldn't ****. Then I noticed my fridge magnets.

 

[Drakon]

Just watched SCRUBS on my TIVO. What episode? You guessed it. "My Butterfly"

 

[Star]

I constantly think about various diseases/disorders that I probably have

 

[Paradoxium]

I had been toying with that for a while now. If I could actually draw better, I would. I'm working on it, but it's a slow progress. And Biohazard is my baby--I'm really not sure I want to outsource for the artwork again. I've got a couple of scripts on my machine, if you're interested in reading. I know you won't rip me, so you're welcome to see what I got.

I rather see your final product (or near final). It's a habit/standard of mine as well, I prefer not to show my non-finished stuff (unless it is required for professional reasons). Your storytelling and plot points might evolve into a different and superior animal to what it is now.

 

[Drakon]

That's happened several times already, Para. Mostly with the names [I think that I've had every character changes names at least once, and some of the bigger things have went through at least seven].

 

[Hobgoblin]

I'm always in my head. Its a big reason why I never say anything, which people take as rude and standoffish. They then take it out on me, which just makes me ponder even more. So goes the cycle. That and no one cares about comic books or politics so I couldnt talk about my interests anyway.

 

[Paradoxium]

That's happened several times already, Para. Mostly with the names [I think that I've had every character changes names at least once, and some of the bigger things have went through at least seven].

I don't understand, is this storyline finite (Watchmen), finite when you decide it's done (Walking Dead), or serialized (i.e. Batman, Spider-Man comics)?

 

[Drakon]

The main story is somwhat serialized, with about six story arcs already written out and ready to go, as well as a "final chapter" ready to go for when I decide that it's over.

 

[SpideyInATree]

Well, I very rarely make threads for my own benefit anymore, and even less rarely make "personal" threads.

Have you ever been trapped inside your own head? I don't mean physically, cause, well, that's crazy. But I mean that you can't stop thinking about things that you really shouldn't be because it's affecting you in negative ways? No matter what you do to distract yourself, it doesn't work for long. How did you fix this problem?

Happens to me all the time. You should maybe see a psychologist or seek professional help if it becomes a strain on your life.

But minor fixes are beer, pot, or vagina.

 

[Spidey-Bat]

But I mean that you can't stop thinking about things that you really shouldn't be because it's affecting you in negative ways?

Yes. I think about stuff that upsets me like death and the end of the world. It freaks me out. And I do it when I'm laying in bed trying to sleep. I wish there was a way to get rid of things in your mind like embarrassing moments or these types of thoughts.

I'm always in my head. Its a big reason why I never say anything, which people take as rude and standoffish. They then take it out on me, which just makes me ponder even more. So goes the cycle. That and no one cares about comic books or politics so I couldnt talk about my interests anyway.

I'm the same way. I have no one with the same interests to talk to.

 

[Drakon]

Happens to me all the time. You should maybe see a psychologist or seek professional help if it becomes a strain on your life.

I actually considered a shrink, but I can't afford that, and with no insurance or any kind of medical coverage, it's pretty much a pipe dream.

 

[Wiseman]

You're still alive Drak?

 

[Drakon]

Either that, or I'm very horrible dead man.

 

[SpideyInATree]

I actually considered a shrink, but I can't afford that, and with no insurance or any kind of medical coverage, it's pretty much a pipe dream.

Yeah I am in the same boat but people keep telling me to go get professional help because it will do me good and everything. I tell them if they are willing to pay the person for me I will happily go, haha.

 

[Wiseman]

I just got happy pills last week

 

[Drakon]

I'm very against pills. Considering I lost my leg in the womb thanks to drugs, not to mention other drug related problems, it's a miracle that I take asprin when I get a headache as it is.

 

[Wiseman]

I'm very against pills. Considering I lost my leg in the womb thanks to drugs, not to mention other drug related problems, it's a miracle that I take asprin when I get a headache as it is.

I was always against pills, but it's gotten to the point for me where I need to try something, and talking to someone won't help

 

[SpideyInATree]

Which pills do you take? Maybe that is something that I need. Because I know I have some sort of anti-social disorder thing.

 

[Wiseman]

Which pills do you take? Maybe that is something that I need. Because I know I have some sort of anti-social disorder thing.

I don't know if it's working yet, I've only been taking it a week. My doctor said it'll take a couple weeks for me to start feeling any effects. I'll pm you what it is if it works though.