GENERAL RAAM582
A Rebellion Built on Hope
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I became a man two weeks ago, and I haven't cried yet.
I've read that more times than I can count, but each time I read this:
"Thank you....for my...second chance. Thank you...Father."
Every time, I fight back tears.
I'm rather strange, because I'm extremely affected emotionally by films and beautiful music. I cry all the time watching beautiful moments in film or listening to a superb piece of music. Tears of enjoyment really.
Yet, when my mother passed away a year ago.... Nothing. I still feel the loss deeply, but it's like I've shut down my ability to feel it any more than a certain level. So I've yet to cry about one of the most upsetting things in recent years to happen to me.
Well it's good to know there are others out there like me.I think that's normal. Or maybe you and I are just weird. I got a little teary eyed during Star Trek: Into Darkness, but didn't shed a tear at my nephew's funeral. I was trying to be strong for his aunt though. They played a montage of his life with Angel by Sarah Mclachlan, (The song from the dog rescue commercials) how on earth I didn't cry watching that is still a mystery to me.
Well it's good to know there are others out there like me.
Ever since about... oh, maybe five years ago; I've just found myself very much invested in the characters of a film or tv show to the point where I start to feel whatever it is they're feeling, whether it's panic from a chase or heartache or whatever. This is primarily what contributes to me crying during movies and tv shows.
I mean seriously, I was an absolute mess during the last five minutes of The Dark Knight Rises. From the minute he makes the choice to hook up the bomb to The Bat and (of course this was my first time watching) and you're seriously considering whether or not he might die, all the way through the funeral, tears were streaming down my face non-stop. It was so beautiful and I just felt the impact of the characters thoughts and feelings so much I couldn't stop!
I get teary eyed and/or shed some tears quite often; mostly when listening to music, reading something sad or watching TV/film.
But actually full on crying? I can't remember the last time.
You shut that mouth boy!