I’ve had a really, really bad day today, but my anxiety has been building up over the last few months.
I was at the gym for an hour today from 12:00-1pm, and everything was going well, but I was a few minutes late for my bus, and they left me, causing my roommateto pick me up, had to wait a full hour because of construction and traffic.
Then I had my doctor’s appointment. I’ve been dealing with back pain for two months on my lower right side. Worried it would be a spinal tumor, or something.
I’ve also been dealing with GERD for the last three and a half months, but only three weeks ago, did my symptoms start occurring every day with feeling full after the first few bites of a meal, constant acid reflux, heartburn, nausea. Don’t enjoy eating at all anymore.
Went to see my doctor, and she referred me to get an MRI for my lower back. It was her suggestion of getting an endoscopy while being sedated to check my Gerd symptoms. I started crying and had a panic attack because of the suggestion of the endoscopy.
I can’t catch a break lately, having trouble looking for a job, but the back pain and GERD just make me feel like ####!
Hope things get better soon, but I don’t know. Seems like I have bad luck lately.