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My life is falling apart!!

Tangled Web wanst to have sex with everything.

Horny little bastard...
 
Wilhelm-Scream said:
Heh, I love when posters don't like me.
They're pretty much thumbtacking a post-it to their forehead that says, "Forgot to pay Brain Bill".
:rolleyes:

I like it when you say that people who don't like you are stupid, becuase it's just so damn conceited.
 
Wilhelm-Scream said:
Heh, I love when posters don't like me.
They're pretty much thumbtacking a post-it to their forehead that says, "Forgot to pay Brain Bill".
:rolleyes:
Yeah all of us smart posters are totally in love with you :huh:
 
In other news, Raymond Dart has discovered an early species of man called austrolapithicus africanus
 
Tony Montana said:
The subject is how JokerNick's life is falling apart.

C'mon man stay on topic.

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Erzengel said:
C'mon man stay on topic.

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The way the dude says that, it sounds just like,
Stay on target. Stay on target.
Here I am at Camp Granada
Camp is very entertaining
And they say we'll have some fun if it stops raining.


if, you notice. :o
 
Wilhelm-Scream said:
The way the dude says that, it sounds just like,
Stay on target. Stay on target.
Here I am at Camp Granada
Camp is very entertaining
And they say we'll have some fun if it stops raining.


if, you notice. :o

That's just false:down:
 
All-Star Superman said:
Now Joker are you one of those people who says they will get help but never does or will get help.

ive been to a shrink b4... and I want to go back... because it helped me before... I just stop going to soon.....
 
JokerNick said:
ive been to a shrink b4... and I want to go back... because it helped me before... I just stop going to soon.....
Well your lucky you didn't get her fired from her job. But you need to seek help because I doubt she would stick by you if you pull some mess like this again.
 
JokerNick said:
Okay, I am currently engaged, as many of you know… I love my girl to death, she is everything to me, she is probably the only reason I am alive and well today (whole other story)…… this last Friday was almost the end of me… I was getting mad, because she just finished up with school (took summer classes to finish early), and she stayed out this past Thursday after work, to just hang with some co-workers (play darts), I was mad because she never told me where she was (we live together BTW), well she got home around midnight, which is really late for her, she told me where she was, but I was still mad…. Well Friday came, I never gave her a kiss or hug goodbye, I was still mad at her, later that day I messaged her “so how was “playing’” darts, I’m not an idiot BTW”… well that Friday night came, she was working again (waitressing), I went out with my friends, I got home at about 1am, and she wasn’t home, so I got furious (I was drinking to much that night too) and drove down to her work, where I ordered her outside, and yelled at her like no other, I was in her face… some of her co-workers came out, and I started yelling at them…. Katie pleaded with me to calm down, and that she was just about done, and was going to come home, she asked me to wait with her…..I said I would wait by her car… well I waited about 2 minutes, then grabbed a piece of paper and wrote “I’m done with you, don’t expect to see me ever again”… well needless to say, she never came home that night….. when I realized she wasn’t coming home at around 4am, I freaked out (amazing what you realize when you sober up)… I tried calling her over and over again… I was literally breaking apart… she only messaged me once, saying she was fine, and that she would talk to me tomorrow night when she got home from work…

Well, that Saturday, I was a wreck, I haven’t cried in about 10 years, but I was breaking down like no other that day….. I couldn’t eat anything, I felt like puking… I finally got her to message me again, she said that she still loved me, but she’s need some time right now to figure things out……. Well, after reading that, I knew that she was concerned about me, and if I really did love her… so I went out, and bought her a big thing of flowers, and wrote a short note saying that I was so sorry, and that I love her more then anything…. I then had my friend drop them off at her work that night….. well, she finally did come home that night, and we talked, cried, but I could sense that what I did, caused more then a flesh wound to her, I hurt her deep inside…… just knowing that is killing me right now… I still haven’t ate anything… it’s been 2.5 days since my last meal….

I told her yesterday, that I am going to go back to counseling, and that I want her to come along… that I want to change (my temper on Friday was only the tip of the ice-berg. I have belittled her so much in the past, made fun of her meanly, ripped on her family, I have been tearing at her insides for awhile now),

I told her that she makes me want to be a better person… I told her, from now on, I will treat her like I first did when we dated, like a princess…. This past weekend has been so hard on me, harder then my accident a few months ago, harder then anything….. but I also think this weekend was the best thing for us… I finally realized what I have become.. that I have been nothing but a superb jack-@ss to her… but the thing is, I can still tell she his hurt deep inside… do you think her wounds will heal overtime… is there something I can do to reassure her that I am going to change…..???
Hmm... I don't know you but reading this post, you seem to be obsessive, possessive and abusive and I have no pity for you. I would even tell your gf to leave you. How can you say that you love someone, that she is everything to you and yet you would humiliate her in front of her co-workers? You are so insecure and you need to work on that before you can have a relationship with anyone. Love without trust means nothing.
 
DBella said:
Hmm... I don't know you but reading this post, you seem to be obsessive, possessive and abusive and I have no pity for you. I would even tell your gf to leave you. How can you say that you love someone, that she is everything to you and yet you would humiliate her in front of her co-workers? You are so insecure and you need to work on that before you can have a relationship with anyone. Love without trust means nothing.
I agree with DBella
 
Good on you, Nick, for trying to change your ways.

You can do it, dude. Never give up.
 
JokerNick said:
Okay, I am currently engaged, as many of you know… I love my girl to death, she is everything to me, she is probably the only reason I am alive and well today (whole other story)…… this last Friday was almost the end of me… I was getting mad, because she just finished up with school (took summer classes to finish early), and she stayed out this past Thursday after work, to just hang with some co-workers (play darts), I was mad because she never told me where she was (we live together BTW), well she got home around midnight, which is really late for her, she told me where she was, but I was still mad…. Well Friday came, I never gave her a kiss or hug goodbye, I was still mad at her, later that day I messaged her “so how was “playing’” darts, I’m not an idiot BTW”… well that Friday night came, she was working again (waitressing), I went out with my friends, I got home at about 1am, and she wasn’t home, so I got furious (I was drinking to much that night too) and drove down to her work, where I ordered her outside, and yelled at her like no other, I was in her face… some of her co-workers came out, and I started yelling at them…. Katie pleaded with me to calm down, and that she was just about done, and was going to come home, she asked me to wait with her…..I said I would wait by her car… well I waited about 2 minutes, then grabbed a piece of paper and wrote “I’m done with you, don’t expect to see me ever again”… well needless to say, she never came home that night….. when I realized she wasn’t coming home at around 4am, I freaked out (amazing what you realize when you sober up)… I tried calling her over and over again… I was literally breaking apart… she only messaged me once, saying she was fine, and that she would talk to me tomorrow night when she got home from work…

Well, that Saturday, I was a wreck, I haven’t cried in about 10 years, but I was breaking down like no other that day….. I couldn’t eat anything, I felt like puking… I finally got her to message me again, she said that she still loved me, but she’s need some time right now to figure things out……. Well, after reading that, I knew that she was concerned about me, and if I really did love her… so I went out, and bought her a big thing of flowers, and wrote a short note saying that I was so sorry, and that I love her more then anything…. I then had my friend drop them off at her work that night….. well, she finally did come home that night, and we talked, cried, but I could sense that what I did, caused more then a flesh wound to her, I hurt her deep inside…… just knowing that is killing me right now… I still haven’t ate anything… it’s been 2.5 days since my last meal….

I told her yesterday, that I am going to go back to counseling, and that I want her to come along… that I want to change (my temper on Friday was only the tip of the ice-berg. I have belittled her so much in the past, made fun of her meanly, ripped on her family, I have been tearing at her insides for awhile now),

I told her that she makes me want to be a better person… I told her, from now on, I will treat her like I first did when we dated, like a princess…. This past weekend has been so hard on me, harder then my accident a few months ago, harder then anything….. but I also think this weekend was the best thing for us… I finally realized what I have become.. that I have been nothing but a superb jack-@ss to her… but the thing is, I can still tell she his hurt deep inside… do you think her wounds will heal overtime… is there something I can do to reassure her that I am going to change…..???

This post make me think you're an overcontrolling @$$. Oh no, she stayed out until midnight on a Thursday night and didn't tell you what bar she was at (maybe they went to more than one). Then the next day you drive drunk and angry to where she works to yell at her about it?!?! Finally you couldn't wait more than 2 minutes for her to finish work. You're a dick and she should totally leave you because this sounds like a very unhealthy relationship for her to be in. Especially considering that you also said you've been belittling and making fun of her and her family.
 

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