XXII
At the old Crowe household, The Archangel perused Cluck-Clucks old cell phone, looking for any other leads on how to finish his mission. He found none.
In frustration, the resurrected youth nearly threw the cell phone against the opposite wall, but caught himself just in time. The Archangel looked at his hands in alarm, and wondered what he was becoming.
The voice in the back of his head answered him: A monster.
***
That night, Red went to the kitchen for a beer. Yes, he was still underage, but that didnt stop him. Believing it would help him think, Red reached into the refrigerator, pulled out a can, and went to go back to his bedroom. On his way there, a voice said to him, Hey, Red.
Turning with his eyes widened, Red saw John sitting in his fathers armchair, smiling slightly at his friends expression.
***
You mind getting me a beer? John said. Im thirsty as hell, and I dont even need to drink.
Reds mouth moved wordlessly before he was able to say, But were underage
To that, John motioned to the beer in Reds hand, still smiling. Blushing slightly, Red went to the kitchen and returned with a beer.
Red tossed the can to John, who caught it easily and drank it in under a minute. Red watched as he did so, enthralled. John saw this out of the corner of his eye and said, Its rude to stare, you know? Red quickly ceased doing so.
Sorry, he stammered. Its just
youre back! In the flesh!
So it would seem, John grunted.
Ignoring Johns remark Red asked, But how? I was at your funeral! I saw you and Sarah get
Red stopped when he saw the pained look on his friends face. Sorry
John sat quiet for a while, and then said, You want to know how Im back? I was pulled from the afterlife by Ajnev, The Specter of Vengeance, who created the body you see before you and endowed it with incredible powers so I can avenge myself on the ones responsible for the deaths of Sarah and me.
Reds jaw hung open. So
youre going to kill the people who killed you? Nothing against you, man, but that seems a little extreme.
John cocked his head to one side. What do you mean?
Red shrugged. When you were alive, you believed in the sanctity of all life. You never even destroyed anthills when you were a kid, if I remember right.
Death changes people, John replied coldly.
Theres something more to that, Red objected. These
powers
theyre making you into something you never were
an animal. A monster. Almost as bad as the men who killed you.
Johns eyes narrowed, but then they softened a split second before he turned away from Reds accusing eyes. Youre right, he said softly.
Of course I am, Red said matter-of-factly. When John didnt respond, Red asked, So whyd it take you so long to come and see me?
It goes back to what you said before, John said, still not looking at Red. Until a few hours ago, that monster that I was becoming was dominant
and I think a small part of me was afraid that that part of me would hurt you, somehow. In fact, the main reason I came here was because I have questions that need answering.
Ill answer what I can, Red said.
Where are my parents, and Mr. and Mrs. Fallon? My house was abandoned until I came along, and the Fallons are gone. I know, Ive checked.
Red paused, trying to find the right words, before nervously saying, The Fallons moved to Florida, to get away from all the pain. As for your parents
Red hesitated. Your father killed himself, and your mother went mad with grief, and is in some asylum in Xavier City, where her brother can visit her.
John gripped the arms of the chair, leaving deep indents in them. Red looked at his friend sadly. Im sorry, John, but
you did ask.
John nodded wearily. When did all this happen?
Red told him, A month after the funeral, give or take. Now, Im not suicidal or anything, but I can see why your dad did it. That day
it was so sad
I cant describe it.
John looked at Red and said, You dont have to. He got up, and Red saw how much bigger he was then he used to be. Just relax and focus on that day.
Obviously confused, Red did his best do so. As soon as he did, he felt light headed, and John saw his brown eyes glaze over. Looking deep into them, his mind left his body and went into the realm of the memory
***
Johns mind was taken back two years, and it was represented by a transparent version of himself hovering over a crowded church. Looking around at the crowd, he saw the weeping parents of Sarah and himself, Red, his cousin Kyle and his fiancée Briana (John absentmindedly wondered if theyd gotten married yet), as well as people he was friends with at school. His astral form then flew over to dual caskets, which became transparent. John saw himself laying peacefully in a tux, and Briana resting her final rest, looking beautiful in a gown. It was at this moment John felt wave after wave of sadness hit him. But it didnt come from inside his heart. No, it was coming from everyone in the room. The misery hung over everyone like a dark cloud, suffocating them all.
***
John Crowes mental form was abruptly sent back to his body, and he immediately started crying. Red went to comfort his friend, who asked from behind the tears, How do you live with all that pain? Reds brow furrowed in confusion, so John said, I felt it! The sadness, the misery, the pain. I felt it all, and it was just so
so hard to bear
Red patted John on the back. I hate to say it, man, but
you get over it, for the most part, eventually.
John shook his head. I cant, Red
I cant. Its been two years, and I cant let it go!
Red tried to tell John he would, but John cut him off. YOU DONT GET IT! YOU WERENT THERE! YOU DONT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO SEE THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE MURDERED BEFORE YOUR EYES! YOU
YOU CANT UNDERSTAND!
Red looked at The Archangel with immense pity. Composing himself, John said, barely hearable, I have to go. He went to the window, but Red cried after him, Wait!
***
Red ran upstairs, rummaged through his doors, and, when finding what he was looking for, ran back downstairs, out of breath. He walked up to John and placed a small box in his hand.
Johns eyes began to well up with tears as he opened the box and saw the gold and silver engagement ring that hed meant to give to Sarah.
Ive been holding onto ever since
that night, Red said uneasily.
John held the ring for his palm and asked Red for string. Though he was confused, Red complied, and returned from the kitchen a few minutes later with a white piece of string, medium width.
John wordlessly fashioned a necklace out of the ring and string, and when he was done hung the makeshift necklace around his neck.
You know, John, Red began to say delicately. Im sorry for everything that happened with you and Sarah. My god, I am so sorry.
To that, John gave Red a look so filled with sadness that it broke Reds heart. You too, huh? he asked sadly before vanishing into the darkness.
To no one but himself, Red whispered, Yeah
me too.
***
An hour later, as he lay in bed, Red was still unnerved by the look John, his best friend, had given him. It wasnt the look itself, but rather the eyes the look had come from. For you see, the steel blue eyes werent those of his friend. No
They were the eyes of a dead man.