The 'Make An Honest Confession' Thread! Part V: Rebirth

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I confess that I always hoped I would die before my parents, because I don't want to go through the pain of losing them. But these days my mom is very sick.
Yeah I get worried sometimes with my mom too. I'm the youngest, but I'm the only one who still lives with her. She always complains about every little pain she has, and sometimes I tune it out because its like the case of the boy who cried wolf. But I still get scared of the idea of having to take care of her since I feel like I'm not strong enough.
 
My situation is different. My mom isn't complaining, she's dying. It's a slow, progressive disease (don't wish to get into it), but it's killing her all the same.
 
It's mostly spending more money than I should, eating too much candy, etc.

I also jumped right into making out with someone I shouldn't have a few months ago.
 
Well, at least you've managed to not kill anybody......I assume. :o
 
I confess that I have a bad habit of saying stuff that nobody really cares about.
 
I confess that I consider myself very lucky to have found the life I have and I wouldn't change it for anything but there is one aspect of it that just never goes right and it's extremely frustrating and makes me go crazy thinking about it.
 
I confess that sometimes I get the urge to contact certain people from my past to talk to them about things that went wrong in an attempt to get some closure on the situation and to let them know how I felt then and how I felt now. I just always seem to stop myself because I don't want to take them back to the past.
 
You should do it. I just did this thing called Landmark Forum a few weeks ago. There's a lot of that. You'd be amazed at how much better you feel after. It feels like this gigantic weight off of you.
 
I usually stop myself because I tend to feel like its some anger and bitterness that is making me want to do it to let the person know how much I suffered from whatever happened regardless of who the blame goes to. But at the same time, I've never been able to express those kind of feelings, so it usually ends up with me trying to engage in a friendly conversation, especially since I don't want to come across as though I'm still dwelling on the past.

Yet at the same time, I've started to develop a mentality of learning to burn bridges and leaving things behind for good and I feel like its hard to do things like that when I'm unwilling to address certain things.
 
I cannot for the life of me spell...

*looks up the states in New England to find the spelling*

...Massachusetts.
 
I confess that two job postings that I recently applied for (and really want) close today and I'm nervous.
 
Huh, when I think back to all the bulls**t in life, closure is something I've yet to receive.
 
I confess that two job postings that I recently applied for (and really want) close today and I'm nervous.
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I've dropped off like 8 resumes and have only had one job interview. And I dropped the ****ing ball on that one. Sigh
 
I confess that I love how well people on here know me! :up:

It is what it is Aesop. If you want truly want help, let people help you. Otherwise, it comes off as only wanting attention.
 
I confess that I'm really not looking forward to my sister staying over for a week or my brother's wedding next week. Not because I don't like them but because I feel stressed out enough from school and having a house full of kids is the last thing I want to be around now.

I also confess that I really should've did some of my homework during the weekend.
 
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