Too bright. It's too bright. Can't see what he's creating now, have to go off of instinct. And my instinct's telling me that I'm going to have to move fast to escape this. With a counterattack already in mind, I start to run for it in order to build enogh momentum to dive out of the way. But as I keep going, I'm alarmed to find that the glow illuminating the park emcompasses everything around me. It's literally following me and giving no space to manuever back into the shadows. I consider the trees again, but my vision's cut short as everything goes white. Finally, I feel myself begin to stop in place, realizing the levity of the situation. Like with Atom's attack, I'm going to have to take this now and hope that it doesn't slow me down. Arkham needs me, and the city needs me. I'm not giving the fight up until I'm dead. They can do whatever they wish to stand in my way, I'll simply...
Just then, something hard collides with my entire body. The pain takes me in it's hold, thrusting me backwards into the air, and then...
Nothing.
*
~Enough. You must calm yourself.~
I open my eyes, and discover that I'm surrounded by darkness. Neverending shadows for miles, shifting up and into place around me. I can't see Gotham or Robinson Park, or any of the people trying to stop me anymore. Can't feel the air around me or smell the burnt material of my costume, eiother. For all that I can tell, there's not a single living soul here - except for me and the shadows.
I don't understand. Have I died?
~Thankfully not. I assure you that I've merely rendered your mind into the depths of your own subconcious.~
Under the circumstances, I'd normally be more alarmed that some voice of an unknown origin is speaking to me. But to be honest, I think it's far from unknown. I recognize it from when I tried to aide the effort against the worldwide epidemic in Metropolis. Another one of the metahumans, one that I haven't encountered tonight. The one that claimed he was from Mars.
I've seen you before. Who the hell are you?
~There isn't much time to be had, so I must explain myself quickly. I am J'onn J'onnz, and ours paths have indeed crossed before. I am here to bring you back into your own state of mind.~
Sneering back, I think to try and attack him. But my body remains entirely rigid, unwilling to move or comply with my thoughts. I don't know what he's done to me, but it does nothing but confirm what I had already suspected. The metahumans have banded together in a conspiracy to stop me from realizing my goals and putting a stop to the injustices that Arkham Asylum has inflicted on Gotham. They must be in league with the police, it's the only way to explain their prescence here.
J'onnz merely stares back at me, shaking his head. As if he knew what I was about to accuse him and the others of before I could say a word.
~Your mind has been clouded by foreign thoughts and motivations that are unnatural to your own.~
"Unnatural"?
My 'motivation' here is to stop an evil from hurting my city. You and the others have done nothing but stand in my way.
~The evil that you have turned against is not your enemy tonight. There is another, one who has manipulated your mind. Manipulated the minds of us all, using our abilities towards the goal of turning the world against us.~
I scoff, trying desperately to turn away and find a path out of here. I don't have time for his lies.
~Then perhaps it would be best to show you the truth.~
Did he just read my...?
Suddenly, the shadows around us dissolve, giving into a chalk white landscape. I see five of us, aligned next to eachother in a lineup. It's me, Flash, Atom, and two others. We're walking out into the landscape, unwilling to acknowledge the other. For a moment, I start to think that this is just a trick to try and keep me distracted. But J'onn J'onnz's voice gives way into an actual being, and I see him standing next to me. My mobility completely restored as he touches my shoulder.
~Together against the being Star'ro, the five of you stood proudly as an unbeatable alliance. One of you even used the term of a Justice League to describe the magnitude of your heroic efforts. But in the face of your arrival, an entire world was left in the shadow of fear. Your deeds, though well-intentioned, were left shrouded by the mystery of your true potential for a greater good... or a greater evil.~
We begin to break further apart, as I suddenly see Flash take off ahead of us. He appears closer to J'onn and I, grabbing up bags of money along his path and smirking to himself as police officers appear, failing to apprehend him. I start to move in order to put a stop to his reign, but J'onn grabs me again, narrowing his eyes.
~It is merely an illusion. There is a powerful telepath, one that took an interest in the Justice League more than most. Using it's own abilities, it tapped into the minds of you all while you were at your most susceptible. The Flash was the first to feel it's power's drastic effects, convinced that his naivety of right and wrong was too great. The result left him willing to steal from innocents.~
The Flash fades away, replaced by a more normally scaled version of The Atom. As J'onn speaks, she shrinks down to a miniature size and begins attacking men in black. I begin to wonder to myself what I'm seeing. Government? Secret service?
~Similarly, The Atom was convinced that she was unloved and unwanted by those she cared the most for. As a result, her talents were put to use in an attempted assasination of a man of great influence and power.~
Why are you telling me this?
J'onn waves his hand, dissolving the illusion.
~To allow you to understand the nature of what has happened. The telepath preys on your subconscious insecurities in order to enact what it sees as your true motivations.~
What does that have to do with...
~You were the third.~
I raise an eyebrow at that, as the illusion turns into a copy of me. At first, nothing seems out of the ordinary. Until I begin to see myself in the midst of combat, fighting off the thugs that were patrolling the grounds at Arkham. If he thinks he's trying to prove a point, I've failed to see it.
~This was reality as seen through the telepath's eyes. You were convinced, beyond rational thought, that Arkham Asylum had been overrun by an absolute corruption. When in reality... it was only overrun by your heightened state of aggression.~
My mind can barely process the change at first. It seems so miniscule that it's beyond notice. But as I continue assaulting the inmates that I saw as Blackgate prisoners, my comprehension is even further vexed at the realization that dawns upon me at seeing only their uniforms change. What I saw were orange jumpsuits and tattoos. But if what J'onn is showing me is, infact, the reality...
I attacked innocent guards.
That isn't possible. Even under the affects of some sort of external 'manipulation', I would have easily been able to discern the...
No. What you're showing me is a lie. I won't believe this.
~Then perhaps you should believe your own instinct. At the time of this telepathic disturbance, you must have felt some form of an overwhelming sense of disarray.~
I don't have to listen to any of this. You're trying to throw me off.
~Think back, Batman. Allow your mind to become unclouded. Allow yourself to regain that indomitable will that helped us save this world... and be free once again.~
My mind begins to see flashes of what transpired in the hours before tonight.
I see myself in a hospital. I... only just remember why, but barely.
It's hours earlier. The Gotham night. Chinatown.
Richard The Dragon.
An assault. The blood.
I could have stopped it.
Catwoman. Something about...
Selina Kyle. Catwoman is Selina Kyle.
And the doctor that I saw in my dream. She was...
I...
~Yes. I sense it. You're beginning to see the truth once more.~
There was a woman. Someone who needed me. She asked me to... we were supposed to stop a criminal. And then she, I...
~It was your guilt. That was the key that was missing.~
I drop to my knees, overcome with regret.
I remember all of it now. Catwoman learning my identity, convincing me to try and help her find a human trafficker. The fight with the two assassins. Learning that The Dragon was the key. But in my rage over the corruption in Chinatown, I was consumed with the idea of sending him a message. And because of that, I wasn't able to help her overcome an assault. She barely survived, and it was my fault for letting myself get caught up in that need for vengeance so much that I couldn't have saved her. Now she's suffering in a hospital, and I...
It's all so clear to me now. I would never attack Arkham in any sort of rational state of mind. If I were to do it, it would have been thoroughly handled with plans and proceedures put in place to ensure the safety of everyone there. I've always felt that Arkham's staff have provided a nessecary service to the city. I've even donated funds to ensure that they be given the proper technology to help treat the criminally insane.
But at the time - I felt such
hatred for them. I was so convinced of their evil that I was willing to burn the entire Island down. And now I can't even remember how I could have convinced myself of such a warped sense of reality.
Which means that J'onn is right. There is a telepath at work.
And I've been
used in order to hurt the innocent.
All of those people. I attacked them... when they didn't deserve it.
~It is an unfortunate reality. But know that in my struggle to bring you back, I saw the horror in your mind. There was still apart of you that knew the true Batman would never be a contributor to such chaos.~
What do you mean? What struggle?
~You saw it as something else.~
Once more, I'm treated to a recreation of my own actions.
"Oracle, patch me into the control module for the front gate of Arkham Asylum."
Do You Really Think That's Such A Wise Move, Mr. Wayne? Maybe You Should Think This Over. You Don't Seem Like Yourself Right Now.
~Do you really think that's such a wise move, Batman? Maybe you should think this over. You don't seem like yourself right now.~
Oracle. That's why it was acting so irregular. Through my haze, J'onn was trying to warn me. But I only saw it as the program's insubordination.
~I can see the last of your doubts fading with the deeper realization. The League will need your skills to disperse this threat and restore the others. Without your understanding of the capacity for the mind's darker desires, we are lost. Will you help us?~
Without a word, or even a glance, I simply nod.
Whoever's done this to me has to pay. I won't tolerate being used as a puppet.
~Awaken.~
***
My eyes flutter open. And I breathe.
I've returned.