Its hard enough to impress and make an impression over a dinner or drink over 90 minutes never mind a minute or five minutes tops, Christ no to speed dating thanks dude. Besides, I'd like to 'build' something with someone over a period of months by way of getting to know each other on the grounds of shared traits, interests, outlook, things in common rather than have to be some sort of performing circus animal for 5 minutes to 'impress' someone.
I'd always thought of speed dating as making a good impression and clicking with someone; you don't need 90 minutes to know that.
The concept (as was explained to me) is to meet a group of people on an individual basis for several minutes, and at the end of the session you exchange details with the people who you shared mutual impressions with. Typically it's the event organises that have each attendee fill in brief details about who they liked, and if there's any matches, both participants are then given the others details to arrange something among themselves.
It's fine if you don't think it's for you, but, what've you got to lose by giving it a go?
With me, its 'simply', (I use the word simply to hide the fact it's WAY more than that) that I have, for years, believed myself not worthy or good enough/attractive enough/decent enough to be 'someone's boyfriend'.
What changed initially, between your last relationship and the point at which you now realise you are worthy? Why did you ever think yourself unworthy?
1) How to develop solid, strong, emotionally valid friendships into 'relationships', where I am not seen as just 'the best friend' or the 'good friend', to go to that next level.
You don't specifically need to develop a friendship first though, do you? I mean, would you consider
just dating someone? If not, then this brings up that age old question of whether boys and girls can be friends. This conclusion very much varies from person to person, as I've found out first hand back in August (though I suppose that was different in the sense that I was dating a girl and I then proposed a friendship when she was unsure on the dating front). I guess it's awkward to go from dating to friendship, rather than the other way around, but then, that again may be circumstantial to the individual.
I'd echo what
@Erzengel has said here; if you've been friends with someone for a lengthy period of time and develop feelings for them, what are you intentions? Is the friendship worth losing if you were to overstep? If you've a female friend you're interested in developing with, maybe there's a way to test the water somehow? Maybe think of something to say (in a jokey manner maybe) implying more, to gauge a reaction? Just be weary.
2) If someone is interested and they are sending signs or signals to me, that they do like me, I'm awful at reading those to a point, where that person would need to spell it out to me, I'm getting better at this but still rusty on that.
Hahaha, good god man, you're asking the impossible here. The same signals can mean very different things from different people. Going back to my date with that girl last year, all the signals from the very first date that she was fairly
into me, maybe I should have acted on some of them sooner, but ultimately something happened (with her) where those said signals became irrelevant.
I went to a Samaritans Event Wednesday (to join as a voluenteer, not for help) and there was a girl there who was quite friendly; I could read that in several ways. Was she being flirty? Was she being friendly? Was she just being herself? There's no way to tell.
I'm a big proponent of physical touch. If she touches you when she says something, if she leans in to talk to you, those are most of the time that they are at least comfortable with you.
This is an indicator, yeah.
@Mandon Knight , just don't tell them you like them on a second date. It'll go downhill.
Edit:
As far as 'ulterior motives', for me, romances can only grow from friendship, if your partner is not your best friend in the world then one is on a bit of 'a comedown' to begin with.
I think this is where your problem lays, maybe. If you're adamant that you feel as though you can only develop a relationship from a friendship then you run the risk of being
friendzoned by every woman you meet. That, or the friendship is (potentially) based on a lie as you're (potentially) looking to escalate/evolve it once you feel comfortable with said person, when they may just want a friend.