Did you want to direct it? IMO most won't bother replying to a Craigslist request for crew work unless there's something in it for them - money or great connections. On the short film I worked on, we all worked for free but everyone who was on the crew in a major capacity was either a professional working for free or a film student wanting something on their demo reel. And they were aiming to submit it for festivals. That's how you knew they were serious. If you get any old fool from Craigslist, it's very likely you'll end up with amateurs who have no idea what they're doing.Also how would one be able to have a script be read. I really have been writing two different projects. One is titled Nightmare and the other is kind of a character study in the sense of the movie Flight. A different movie about an alcoholic/user. Would craigslist be a place to post the synopsis
I'm 25 no acting experience other than what I do by myself. ... I have no real drive or determination. I go over scenes that movies do over and over and act them out in front of family members who laugh at me and say we all know you are not this person. ... You can not tell me I can not act better than those people on sci-fi.
How does a story of an alcoholic video gamer sound? A guy who struggles with drinking and video game addiction
So, so true. Just because you can copy doesn't mean you can create from scratch.One, there is a big difference between imitating other characters and creating a character yourself, based on what you're given from a script. I'm by no means saying you can't do it, but you can't approach acting thinking, "I can do Heath Ledger's Joker voice and mannerisms, so I can act as well as Heath Ledger could." You would be shocked at how many actors get into theatre with that mindset.
And that too. Unless you're an A-list star, any actor is replaceable.Also, as everyone else said, no drive or determination will get you absolutely nowhere. If you're perfectly happy showing up to rehearsals and shows, hanging out and acting for ****s and giggles, then more power to you. But if you want to make something out of it, you've got to bust your ass.
And the one major rule: Don't piss anyone off in theatre. I learned this one the hard way. I had a paying gig as an actor, and I pissed off one of the other actors in the show with me. The following year, I went to audition for the next season's shows, and was set to get in. However, the guy who ran the shows the previous season left, and the other actor (who I regularly fought with the previous season) wound up in charge. Guess who didn't wind up in the shows.
So, so true. Just because you can copy doesn't mean you can create from scratch.
Many artists start out by copying, but then you eventually have to push yourself out of your comfort zone and try something new. The more you work, the faster you will get there.
And that too. Unless you're an A-list star, any actor is replaceable.
My lack of motivation comes from years and years of heavy drinking. I've been drinking since I became an adult and have been drunk more than I've been sober. I recently have started to try to quit and focus on activities that take my mind off of drinking. I go online and see when they are open auditions for roles. I don't think plays and things of that nature would work for me. My anxiety would take over. I just want something where I can have a few lines and move from there. Thank you everyone for your suggestions and insights. I still say the movie flight would have been perfect for me if I was 15 years older. Pretty much how my adult life has been. Without the crashing of a plane
I understand that. It starts at the bottom. Way, way, way at the bottom and that's fine. I'm doing it more for fun than anything else. And like I said a hobby which I think I could be decent at and to keep my mind from idling.
How does a story of an alcoholic video gamer sound? A guy who struggles with drinking and video game addiction
^^ Yea but it goes a little deeper than that. It's a character study about addiction and abuse. Video games are just a way to connect it all together. The character is a sever alcoholic and smoker who stays sober when not playing video games. But while playing games is when he abuses himself. He plays video games a lot and it's a struggle to learn to play games sober.
I certainly think that could work as a story, but I think the main thing here is how you perceive your drive/determination. If you're just giving yourself an easy way out by not really expecting out of it, you'll never really push yourself to succeed. If this is something you truly enjoy, ditch the booze and study the craft and take EVERY SINGLE AVAILABLE acting gig you can find (as long as they aren't becoming an active detriment to each other). Until you actively pursue success, you won't find it. Until you actively fail, you won't actively succeed, either.
Maybe take a break from video games, which would lead to a break from drinking, and use that time to study acting, whether it's classes or reading scenes while filming yourself and truly being honest with what you're seeing/hearing. Read up on your favorite actors and what makes them great at their crafts and dissect what you truly love in their performances and figure out how to use those ideas to make your own. Just remember, talent can only get you so far, it's the work ethic you put behind it that really will lead you places - and only you can make that happen. In many ways, it's the same battle an addict has - you need to take full control and believe you can win this game in the long term, so actively work your ass off to get there. An attitude change is in order, trust me, I recently went through a very similar experience (with weed), and not only am I more successful now, but I am a happier person for it.
Take a lesson from The Dark Knight Rises - the best way to overcome fear is to confront it head on. You've already talked on this site about how you've had issues with alcohol, but what you're craving is the comfort of numbness, not the release of boredom. Creating something is hardly boring, but it is scary to put yourself out there. Just know that everybody goes through that at the beginning (including the best of the best), but those who succeeded weren't afraid of judgement but thought of it as a challenge they KNEW they would overcome, so they worked their ass off to do it. Check out that article I edited in, it's well worth the read.Thanks for your comments. Yea I think almost everyone feels better clean from anything. But it's just sometimes you don't want to feel better. Well maybe the wrong choice of words but temptation is just to strong and being clean can be a little too boring