hopefuldreamer
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I've always found her to be one of the most fascinatingly tragic characters of either show, tbh, partially because her tragic nature wasn't the focus of her character like it was for Wes, Cordelia, etc. But when you really think about her life, and even some of the stuff that's merely implied or mentioned in interviews, it's a damn sad life. And when Dru "re"-turned her, Darla's the only vampire in either series I can recall who actually showed (brief) signs of resistance and anger that she'd been turned again. Even without her soul, she didn't relish being a vampire again like the other vamps always did when they were "reborn."
And before that, she'd only had her soul for a few weeks before deciding she wanted to be good and do the right thing (it took Angel how many decades for this??). Just seemed to me that Darla had this huge potential capacity for good, but she was consistently dealt a bad hand, even from the very beginning, so that potential never got realized. It's like we never got to know the "real" Darla at all. I like to think that was the real her in "Inside Out," sent by the Powers, and not just the Powers taking her form, but we'll never know for sure.
Yeah, I really love that scene, and always chose to believe it was the real her.
Also love her little rooftop speech in Lullaby

Darla: No, I haven't been nourishing it. I haven't given this baby a thing. I'm dead. It's been nourishing me. These feelings that I'm having, they're not mine. They're coming from it.
Angel: You don't know that.
Darla: Of course I do. We both do. Angel, I don't have a soul. It does. And right now, that soul is inside of me, but soon, it won't be, and then...
Angel: Darla...
Darla: I won't be able to love it. I won't even be able to remember that I loved it.
[Starts to cry]
Darla: And I want to remember. I...
I feel like Darla was an afterthought for Joss. He hadn't fully thought out the history of Darla before writing the pilot. Buffy defeating her so quickly doesn't add up if you take into account just how evil and ruthless she was.
She didn't. Angel did. And the point was that she simply didn't expect him to, which was why she had her guard down. She would never for a moment have considered that the man she sired and romed the world with for centuries, would dust her for some high school chick.
She was wrong
