I'm a victim of police brutality. =/

[Varient]

close, he's black...

(raised eyebrow)

Tsk.

 

[AndThePickles]

yea i do have alot of family problems, and its these problems that make me hate the world more and more each day.

the precinct called, and my moms on her way to court with my aunt right now, my dads facing a year in jail for being a drunk degenerate and beating my mom.

there happy.


so **** all of you who keep pissing me off cuz im not in a great mood, i wont see my dad for a year.

my parents are getting divorced, and I'm gonna get the **** out of this hell hole and try to find myself, and my own way.

"There happy"- I never asked you what your families' problems were, that's private information. You still seem to be on the defensive and expecting people to feel bad for you, but in reality people are trying to HELP you by not just sitting there and saying "Oh, poor Ice-man!"

Hopefully now that your father is in jail he can get the rehabilitation help he needs. I agree with your parents' divorce, and I hope that your mom can make a fresh start with her life.

You being on your own right now would most likely result in disaster, and I'm sure your mother needs you to be supportive right now. But, maybe it would teach you a lesson.

 

[Erzengel]

Just stop.

She could use someone to talk to.

 

[jaguarr]

"There happy"- I never asked you what your families' problems were, that's private information. You still seem to be on the defensive and expecting people to feel bad for you, but in reality people are trying to HELP you by not just sitting there and saying "Oh, poor Ice-man!"

Hopefully now that your father is in jail he can get the rehabilitation help he needs. I agree with your parents' divorce, and I hope that your mom can make a fresh start with her life.

You being on your own right now would most likely result in disaster, and I'm sure your mother needs you to be supportive right now. But, maybe it would teach you a lesson.

jag

 

[Ice-man]

"There happy"- I never asked you what your families' problems were, that's private information. You still seem to be on the defensive and expecting people to feel bad for you, but in reality people are trying to HELP you by not just sitting there and saying "Oh, poor Ice-man!"

Hopefully now that your father is in jail he can get the rehabilitation help he needs. I agree with your parents' divorce, and I hope that your mom can make a fresh start with her life.

You being on your own right now would most likely result in disaster, and I'm sure your mother needs you to be supportive right now. But, maybe it would teach you a lesson.

I'm not looking for sympathy, its just some of these people make me so much angrier cuz they don't know what i go threw, and they make stupid assumptions, and bash me for it.


and ive just wanted to get out of this town for a few years now, i cant be in a town like this, it makes me soo depressed, i just want a fresh start some ware else.

I've got 215 dollars, idc where it gets me, as long as it gets me somewhere ware i can feel happy and accepted, and i know my mom and sisters need me, but i cant be here.


and the there happy was meant for the people that wanted to know, like Matt.

 

[Erzengel]

$215.00 will get you like to the midwest where you will be soliciting favors at a truck stop for eager older men.

Do yourself a favor kid, suck it up and just stay where you are at.

 

[AndThePickles]

$215 is just enough to get you somewhere new to live on the streets.

 

[Varient]

so your siding with two adult cops that knocked a 17 year old on his ass for asking what the problem is...... niceeee

I Honestly think you are missing the point.

 

[Ice-man]

i just need that to start me off, i know for a fact i cant survive on that alone, but it will get me a a bus ticket, it will get me a room at a cheap motel, and it will get me some food, when i reach the place i want to be at, il work my ass off to find a job, and make it their.

i just cant be in this town anymore, it bugs me out, its the same thing everyday, the same problems, the same people. i need change.

but idk to be on the safe side though, il find a job here for a year, by that time a few grand will be at my disposal than il move out.

 

[AndThePickles]

I've got 215 dollars, idc where it gets me, as long as it gets me somewhere ware i can feel happy and accepted, and i know my mom and sisters need me, but i cant be here.

Also, you can't run away from your problems. Particularly as you're under-age, your mom would just tell the police that her son ran away. But mainly, it won't solve anything. Time to grow up and deal with your problems in a mature and responsible way. Teenage angst isn't solving anything.

 

[PemLam]

$215 could get you decent amount of "chron" as you called it...enough that you could get fried and forget your problems for a while.

Or you could go the cheaper route, buy a happy meal and wash it down with some liquid Draino.

Either way, your problems are forgotten for a while...one way just lasts a little longer.

 

[Ice-man]

Also, you can't run away from your problems. Particularly as you're under-age, your mom would just tell the police that her son ran away. But mainly, it won't solve anything. Time to grow up and deal with your problems in a mature and responsible way. Teenage angst isn't solving anything.

its not teenage angst, ive got my share of big problems, most internal, my mind is warped, i have hatred for many things, and love for only friends.

my family kind of resents me, and they despise my views on life, idk what it is that makes me think the way i do, but it just happens.


running away from my problems seems like my best choice.

 

[AndThePickles]

its not teenage angst, ive got my share of big problems, most internal, my mind is warped, i have hatred for many things, and love for only friends.

my family kind of resents me, and they despise my views on life, idk what it is that makes me think the way i do, but it just happens.


running away from my problems seems like my best choice.

Exactly, teenage angst.

 

[Erzengel]

Kid

Do you not think most of us who are older than you have gone through the exact same thing you've been through?

You are not special.

You are not unique.

Many have went through something similiar to yours and was able to handle it without running away.

Stop being overdramatic and seriously grow up.

 

[Ice-man]

Exactly, teenage angst.

So hatred for people, hatred for cops, hatred for how the world is run, hatred for schools, hatred for government, hatred for life itself is all part of teenage angst.


id doubt that, i think im just ****ed up and its this town thats doin it to me.

the older i get, the more i realize what goes on in this world, and the more depressed i get.

 

[Mee]

So hatred for people, hatred for cops, hatred for how the world is run, hatred for schools, hatred for government, hatred for life itself is all part of teenage angst.

Pretty much.


I mean, not all of us (teenagers) are like that, but a lot are.

 

[hammy]

I don't know why any of you could possibly think someone whose whole life has been surrounded by chaos and dysfunction can just magically pull themselves together at the ripe old age of 17. Talk about being unrealistic, it's you guys who are being unrealistic more than he is.

Iceman, IF what you are saying is true, then there are services available to help you. Go to your school guidance counselor and tell him/her about your situation and that you would like some help. If not your guidance counselor, some other adult you can trust. If your family life really is that chaotic, you should get some counseling, for the sake of your own sanity. It will give you some clarity and some direction in life, and hopefully keep you from making the same mistakes your parents made. Just because they made a mess out of their lives doesn't mean you have to do the same. Good luck.

 

[Ice-man]

I don't know why any of you could possibly think someone whose whole life has been surrounded by chaos and dysfunction can just magically pull themselves together at the ripe old age of 17. Talk about being unrealistic, it's you guys who are being unrealistic more than he is.

Iceman, IF what you are saying is true, then there are services available to help you. Go to your school guidance counselor and tell him/her about your situation and that you would like some help. If not your guidance counselor, some other adult you can trust. If your family life really is that chaotic, you should get some counseling, for the sake of your own sanity. It will give you some clarity and some direction in life, and hopefully keep you from making the same mistakes your parents made. Just because they made a mess out of their lives doesn't mean you have to do the same. Good luck.

I will never trust the guy i talked to in my school, he fed me the whole im your friend thing, we have a student teacher confidentiality thing, i opened up to him, and he told the 5 other counselors and my parents my problems.

he told my dad iv been skipping class, he told him I've smoked, he told him Ive skipped detentions, meetings and **** like that.

but thank you for understand where im comming from, my whole childhood was filled with chaos, i hate holidays more than anything for the sole reason my parents ****ed it up for me every year, i hate my birthdays cuz they ****ed it up for me every year.

I've got 17 years worth of anger and hatred in my mind, and nothing helps. you go threw what i went threw, and take your own advice, see how easy it is to "pull yourself together and grow up"

and i will never follow in my fathers footsteps... i dont drink for the fear that il turn out like him...


but thanks casey.

 

[Mee]

I don't know why any of you could possibly think someone whose whole life has been surrounded by chaos and dysfunction can just magically pull themselves together at the ripe old age of 17. Talk about being unrealistic, it's you guys who are being unrealistic more than he is.

I don't think anyone is saying he can turn it all around right now. But you gotta start somewhere.

 

[amazingfantasy15]

i just need that to start me off, i know for a fact i cant survive on that alone, but it will get me a a bus ticket, it will get me a room at a cheap motel, and it will get me some food, when i reach the place i want to be at, il work my ass off to find a job, and make it their.

i just cant be in this town anymore, it bugs me out, its the same thing everyday, the same problems, the same people. i need change.

but idk to be on the safe side though, il find a job here for a year, by that time a few grand will be at my disposal than il move out.

So hatred for people, hatred for cops, hatred for how the world is run, hatred for schools, hatred for government, hatred for life itself is all part of teenage angst.


id doubt that, i think im just ****ed up and its this town thats doin it to me.

the older i get, the more i realize what goes on in this world, and the more depressed i get.

A lot of teenagers hate the world, you're not special. Yes, the older you get the more you'll realize the world is f'ed up because you're more aware of things.

Running away will not help you, especially not with only $215 to your name. You haven't finished high school and no work experience, so you're going to have a real hard time getting even a minimum wage job. Just hanging out with your friends smoking weed isn't going to change things. You're still very young and at a point where you can control your destiny, get a job, stop smoking weed, make the changes in your life that will improve it, don't just wait for something to change, change it. You can't do anything about your parents, but you can do something about your own life. Many people have tried giving you this advice in the past, you never take it though.

 

[AndThePickles]

So hatred for people, hatred for cops, hatred for how the world is run, hatred for schools, hatred for government, hatred for life itself is all part of teenage angst.

Bingo.

Most people have gone through the same feelings you are. It's part of growing up.

 

[Fran]

I didn't hate all those things.

Maybe the schools.

 

[AndThePickles]

I didn't hate all those things.

Maybe the schools.

There are exceptions in everything fran

 

[jaguarr]

All teenage boys are bursting with anxiety, anger and general malaise and discontent. It's all them crazy hormones your body is trying to adjust to.

jag

 

[Mee]

I didn't hate all those things.

I didn't/don't either. High five!