I know the rage that drives you. That impossible anger strangling the grief, until the memory of your loved one is just... poison in your veins. And one day, you catch yourself wishing the person you loved had never existed, so you would be spared your pain. I wasn't always here in the Hype. Once I had a wife, Godzilla2000, my great love. She was taken from me. Like you, I was forced to learn that there are Mods without decency that must be fought without hesitation, without pity. Your anger gives you great power, but if you let it, it will destroy you, as it did me.