Well, I'm still alive. As are Nico (I'm actually surprised by how long she's survived this lifestyle with her decision making skills), Karolina, Chase, Victor, and Klara. I am presuming Xavin dead. I don't know what she or Karolina thought would happen when they found they had a Skrull instead of the prisoner they wanted. Xavin's toast. Pity, I was just starting to like her.
I put the finishing touches on my latest hat... Even I think the hats are starting to get a little weird. Well, when you have an IQ that can be measured against some of the beast in the world, and don't show it the normal ways, there has to be some creative outlets. I place the soft blue hat, complete with bunny ears and deer antlers, on my head and move out into the world. The malibu Hostel is lasting surprisingly long. Chase's parents must have rigged it with an internal power source... and sewage system. No phone line though, not that I really care that much. Everyone I want to talk to lives with us. I give Klara a bright smile as I see her at breakfast.
I think about my continuing experiment with Klara and myself. I was inspired when Karolina outed herself. I started wondering if sexuality was a choice. So despite all my covert research, no conclusion. So, I chose to experiment on myself. I thought my subject would be Nico at first, but then she started hopping beds. I want someone a little more stable. For a few moments when Karolina was back I considered her, but she and Xavin really seem to care about eachother, and I couldn't harm that. Same with Chase and Gert... God... I thought Gert would out live us all. I may be smart, but Gert was wise. for a while it seemed I would simply have to fixate on an external subject. some celebutante, but then fickle fate brought Klara into our lives. She's sweet, and powerful, and loyal. I chose her. I thought I would see if I could fall in love with her. My hormone levels are not yet at the level where physical attraction means much yet. I can recognize "Handsome" and "Pretty", but I don't really have an idea of "hot" or "Sexy" yet. If I start to find those things in Klara as we mature, then a person can consiously chose their sexuality. or maybe I chose her because I was already... oh, too many variables.
After chatting for a while about movies I'm going to make her watch (cult classics mostly for pop-culture references), she heads off to tend her garden. I don't understand why she grows a garden naturally, what with her powers. Perhaps she draws the same serenity one is supposed to draw from trimming a bonsai (Tried it... wound up with a twig).
Chase is his usual sophomoric self. Looking at him and his grades before we took up this lifestyle, I am surprised at him. He must be smarter than he looks, or has some innate or intuitive knowledge. he pilots, repairs, and wields the technology his parents invented without the merest instruction manual, and save a few blunders and mishaps, does so with uncanny success. I feel there is something more to Chase than even Chase knows.
Nico is doing something I find quite disturbing; Flirting with Karolina. I seriously wonder what sort of psychological tick that girl has. First she goes after Alex (okay, she thought he was good at the time), then she kisses that vampire boy (eugh, I don't care what mormon author's say, vampires are not cute), then, with Alex dead, and us picking up a new guy she starts rolling with him in the hay (a much better choice, though Victor deserves better). She rejects Karolina with no grace at all, and now seems to ignore Victor and be flirting shamelessly with Karolina. the flirting has gotten worse since Xavin left.
I wonder if Karolina is encouraging the flirting, or just trying to to be rude. Her fiance is gone, taking her place on the chopping block. That is the most romantic thing I've ever heard of. I hope Xavin comes back, if only to stop Nico's flirtation. Karolina is putting up a good face, acting like she doesn't hurt, even though she has to be dying inside. Sometimes I hear her crying at night. She's probably looking at the Majesdanian homestar.
Victor is doing everything he can to prove he's good. It's both nice and pathetic. He was Nico to return his affection, but doesn't get that the girl doesn't know what she wants. He also wants to earn our trust, even though he totally has it already. Personally I think Victor is more qualified to lead our team than Nico. Victor just lacks the self-confidence (as does Nico, but she had us pushing her to lead us earlier on). He's too afraid he might have missed some sleeper-program.
And then there's me. I catch my reflection in a window. Some days I think I'm getting younger instead of older. I'm a twelve year old mutant girl with psionically enhanced strength and invulnerability (that I've learned to control a lot better than when I first found it). I have an obscene I.Q. and hide it from those closest to me because I want them to like me. Because of my age, they will look at me like a child. I can either accept that, or I can rebel agaisnt their views and alienate them... I chose to play the fool.