Well, I've made the decision to stop all this, last night. After my breakdown. But, the sites I've gotten down are, as I said, topsites - links upon links upon links, and these, in turn, could lead to the source from where these videos and pictures are coming from.
Getting these taken down leads to others getting taken down, leading to others getting taken down, and so on - It is suicidal, as I well discovered last night. I had, like I mentioned before, a breakdown - leading to my mother feeding me some of her anti-anxiety medicine. But, I do it because (and this is going to sound 'scripted') the first time I 'happened' onto one of those sites, linked from one of the sites I usually go to, and using what looked like a perfectly legal name, I could not let it go - probably partly due to OCD, but -
The look in those girls' eyes? You know that look you see in beaten dogs?
As far as the legal ramifications of all this, I've cleared that up, like I said.
if this post seems written funny, it's because I'm still kind of effed up from that anti-anxiety stuff
