Eddie Brock
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There are days where everything changes for ever. I should know - I've experienced more of them than most people get in a lifetime. It all started with the day I was bitten by a radioactive spider. Without that life-changing day, I don't know if the others would even happen. Of course, the next time I felt the shifting of fate was the day that Uncle Ben was shot. Losing such a powerful mentor and learning such a hard lesson is a surefire way to rearrange all of your priorities. Then, there was possibly the hardest day to swallow. It was the day that I found out that I was nothing more than a clone. My entire life wasn't my entire life. I was living a lie. That was a hard one to bounce back from. Nonetheless, I found a way.
In all of these cases, the magnitude is inescapable. It sounds cliché, but my life was never the same afterwards. I don't know what it is about me that I seem to attract these huge events. Like I said, it all traces back to the spider bite. Why I just so happened to be then and there is beyond my human level of comprehension. If there is someone up there, I suppose He's to "blame" for the course of events in my life. Nevertheless, I'll trust my fate in His hands. After all, I've been pretty gifted so far - all things considered. I mean, I've come toe-to-toe with some dangerous folks, and I'm still living to tell you about this day in my life. I guess He likes me.
Anyway, I'll stop digressing so that I can tell you what I came here to tell you. After all, it's not fair to keep you waiting like that. Where was I? Oh yes, when a life-changing moment comes, you know it instinctually. People have this innate sense to predict a storm before it comes. You just sit back and say, "This is it. Everything changes today."
Well, as I sit in my apartment, that's the exact thought that runs through my head. I have just been bombarded with information, and it all leads to one inevitable thing: change. I find myself just sitting on the bed, staring into space. These kinds of moments are well beyond my maturity level, and yet life keeps putting them on my doorstop. I swear, one of these days, I'm just going to snap.
Finally, after some time of solitary meditation, I get on my feet in a daze. I'm moving more on instinct than mental control. My mind is still processing everything while my body gets into motion. I clumsily grab my bag and sling it over my shoulder. As I slip my keys into my pocket, I glide out the door and start heading down the street. I must look like a zombie to bystanders. If only they knew everything that was going on behind my spaced-out eyes. It may look like I'm braindead, but my brain is actually working overtime here.
I elected not to swing, which surprises me in retrospect. Usually I always swing when something is weighing on my mind, but I guess this was so heavy that I simply couldn't get off the ground. Maybe I just wanted to feel normal by walking. Either way, I kept both feet planted firmly on the ground. It's symbolic, really. Here I am, trying to remain grounded while everything else is going on around me. I mean, if the Ultimates are right, we don't have long to live anyway. Having knowledge of a pending Apocalypse doesn't settle your mind any.
Even still, Nexus is the furthest thing from my mind. Sure, it could be the end of everything, but I'm more concerned with maintaining my sanity for the time-being. I find myself constantly asking, "How much can one person take?" I just remind myself that everything's worked out in the past. It will be the same now.
I hope.
All my deep thought makes the trip to the Triskelion seem amazingly short. In no time at all, I have reached the entrance without even realizing it. I suddenly pop out of my daze and remember why I came. With a newfound purpose, I make my way to the elevator. It's time to let the secret out.
The elevator ride only gives me more silence in which to ponder. Truth be told, I don't like being able to hear myself think right now. There are too many different thoughts flooding my brain to handle. Luckily, a major weight is about to be lifted.
"Jessica, to what do I owe the pleasure?" Fury asks cordially when I enter his office. He doesn't pay much attention to me, but I catch his eye. When he sees the emotional state I'm in, he suddenly seems interested. "Is everything okay?"
I nod while brushing the hair out of my face. As my palm grazes over my forehead, I feel heat flush my body. I walk over to Fury's desk when I'm hit with a flash of light-headedness so powerful that it forces me to take a seat.
"You don't look so great," Fury remarks as he circles around to get a good look at me.
"Yeah, well," I sigh before trailing off. I look at all the papers on Fury's desk. "Hard at work?"
"Trying to figure out the logistics of President Bronson's move," he explains. He's referring to the fact that the Ultimate's governmental budget has been cut. I nod in an attempt to look like I know all about that, but I honestly don't. Economics was never my "thing."
I bury my forehead in my palms. "Fury, I'm not sure how to say this," I begin hesitantly.
Fury sits down in his chair, opposite me. "Then just say it," he suggests as he folds his hands.
I look up at him. I never thought of him as a particularly patient man. I sigh once more before muttering, "How much maternal leave does the average Ultimate receive?"
Well, there it is. Everything's out in the open now. I take in a deep breath as Fury contemplates my question.
"You can't be serious," Fury replies disbelievingly, yet with a sense of understanding.
I nod. "Unfortunately, it's not April 1st, so I am serious," I respond seriously.
"Does Eli know?" Fury asks deliberately.
"How do you--?"
"Jessica, nothing gets past me," Fury explains with a satisfied smile.
I pout. "No, I haven't gotten around to telling him yet. After all, we don't have anything that serious right now."
"Obviously, it's serious enough..."
"Don't start," I reprimand while Fury gets a little smirk. "If he's cool with it, I'm going to live with his family during the pregnancy. It's the closest I'll have to a stable family, and it will be out of the way."
I lean forward.
"After all, you and I know well enough that New York City isn't the safest place."
Fury leans back in his chair. "You've thought about this," he states bluntly.
"You have no idea," I reply exhaustedly.
Before our conversation can continue, Fury receives an alert. He looks at it solemnly before standing up. I don't get up just yet. "There's a situation downstairs," he explains. "I have to go take care of it."
I nod as I get up and follow him to the door. As we get into the elevator, Fury adds, "Take all the time you need."
In all of these cases, the magnitude is inescapable. It sounds cliché, but my life was never the same afterwards. I don't know what it is about me that I seem to attract these huge events. Like I said, it all traces back to the spider bite. Why I just so happened to be then and there is beyond my human level of comprehension. If there is someone up there, I suppose He's to "blame" for the course of events in my life. Nevertheless, I'll trust my fate in His hands. After all, I've been pretty gifted so far - all things considered. I mean, I've come toe-to-toe with some dangerous folks, and I'm still living to tell you about this day in my life. I guess He likes me.
Anyway, I'll stop digressing so that I can tell you what I came here to tell you. After all, it's not fair to keep you waiting like that. Where was I? Oh yes, when a life-changing moment comes, you know it instinctually. People have this innate sense to predict a storm before it comes. You just sit back and say, "This is it. Everything changes today."
Well, as I sit in my apartment, that's the exact thought that runs through my head. I have just been bombarded with information, and it all leads to one inevitable thing: change. I find myself just sitting on the bed, staring into space. These kinds of moments are well beyond my maturity level, and yet life keeps putting them on my doorstop. I swear, one of these days, I'm just going to snap.
Finally, after some time of solitary meditation, I get on my feet in a daze. I'm moving more on instinct than mental control. My mind is still processing everything while my body gets into motion. I clumsily grab my bag and sling it over my shoulder. As I slip my keys into my pocket, I glide out the door and start heading down the street. I must look like a zombie to bystanders. If only they knew everything that was going on behind my spaced-out eyes. It may look like I'm braindead, but my brain is actually working overtime here.
I elected not to swing, which surprises me in retrospect. Usually I always swing when something is weighing on my mind, but I guess this was so heavy that I simply couldn't get off the ground. Maybe I just wanted to feel normal by walking. Either way, I kept both feet planted firmly on the ground. It's symbolic, really. Here I am, trying to remain grounded while everything else is going on around me. I mean, if the Ultimates are right, we don't have long to live anyway. Having knowledge of a pending Apocalypse doesn't settle your mind any.
Even still, Nexus is the furthest thing from my mind. Sure, it could be the end of everything, but I'm more concerned with maintaining my sanity for the time-being. I find myself constantly asking, "How much can one person take?" I just remind myself that everything's worked out in the past. It will be the same now.
I hope.
All my deep thought makes the trip to the Triskelion seem amazingly short. In no time at all, I have reached the entrance without even realizing it. I suddenly pop out of my daze and remember why I came. With a newfound purpose, I make my way to the elevator. It's time to let the secret out.
The elevator ride only gives me more silence in which to ponder. Truth be told, I don't like being able to hear myself think right now. There are too many different thoughts flooding my brain to handle. Luckily, a major weight is about to be lifted.
"Jessica, to what do I owe the pleasure?" Fury asks cordially when I enter his office. He doesn't pay much attention to me, but I catch his eye. When he sees the emotional state I'm in, he suddenly seems interested. "Is everything okay?"
I nod while brushing the hair out of my face. As my palm grazes over my forehead, I feel heat flush my body. I walk over to Fury's desk when I'm hit with a flash of light-headedness so powerful that it forces me to take a seat.
"You don't look so great," Fury remarks as he circles around to get a good look at me.
"Yeah, well," I sigh before trailing off. I look at all the papers on Fury's desk. "Hard at work?"
"Trying to figure out the logistics of President Bronson's move," he explains. He's referring to the fact that the Ultimate's governmental budget has been cut. I nod in an attempt to look like I know all about that, but I honestly don't. Economics was never my "thing."
I bury my forehead in my palms. "Fury, I'm not sure how to say this," I begin hesitantly.
Fury sits down in his chair, opposite me. "Then just say it," he suggests as he folds his hands.
I look up at him. I never thought of him as a particularly patient man. I sigh once more before muttering, "How much maternal leave does the average Ultimate receive?"
Well, there it is. Everything's out in the open now. I take in a deep breath as Fury contemplates my question.
"You can't be serious," Fury replies disbelievingly, yet with a sense of understanding.
I nod. "Unfortunately, it's not April 1st, so I am serious," I respond seriously.
"Does Eli know?" Fury asks deliberately.
"How do you--?"
"Jessica, nothing gets past me," Fury explains with a satisfied smile.
I pout. "No, I haven't gotten around to telling him yet. After all, we don't have anything that serious right now."
"Obviously, it's serious enough..."
"Don't start," I reprimand while Fury gets a little smirk. "If he's cool with it, I'm going to live with his family during the pregnancy. It's the closest I'll have to a stable family, and it will be out of the way."
I lean forward.
"After all, you and I know well enough that New York City isn't the safest place."
Fury leans back in his chair. "You've thought about this," he states bluntly.
"You have no idea," I reply exhaustedly.
Before our conversation can continue, Fury receives an alert. He looks at it solemnly before standing up. I don't get up just yet. "There's a situation downstairs," he explains. "I have to go take care of it."
I nod as I get up and follow him to the door. As we get into the elevator, Fury adds, "Take all the time you need."