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The Marine Marvel
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Ariel Supports You
As we head for the diner for breakfast, she tells me just where exactly I 'agreed' to displaying my artwork. It's over in Illinois, but thankfully not one of the art galleries I distaste greatly. Grace calls me picky, but I merely carefully choose where I want to show my art; not a big deal, right? So it looks like we're heading to Chicago.
I'm excited, although Grace seems to be a lot more excited than I am. Course, I try really really hard to attempt to share her feelings. After all, the point of going out for breakfast today is to celebrate.
"So what are you going to have, hun?"
"I've heard these guys make a mean Belgian Waffle; bigger than your head. I figured I'd put it to the test. What, with such a picky person I am. You?"
"I suppose I'll check out the French Toast."
So we wait for about 30 minutes for a table for two--I know, but that just means the place must really be that good, so at the same time of being impatient, I'm happy--and all the sudden the talk of marriage comes up.
"M-M-Marriage? We talked about this once already."
"I know, I know. But, think about it this way...you're art is starting to get noticed, and I've gotten two promotions in the past year. I think we are perfectly fine to try to give it a shot. Financial issues shouldn't even be a a whisper in the wind to us."
Financial issues was never something I felt was important. Love is love.
However, we once tried to whole 'living with each other deal', you know, to see if we were compatible? It wasn't a train wreck or anything, but she went through some pretty stressful stuff during that time. I'm talking PMS kind of reactions and such...every 2 minutes. I felt anything I said to her was somehow insulting or incredibly rude because of how she would overact when asking for my opinion. I love her, I really do...but sometimes the thought of living with her scares me.
Plus...she's a control freak. But, I lover her, and I could see myself marrying her: yea. But, then I also think about my recently obtained obligations. Not in a negative way, but how much can I really devote to her?
"Hun, you know I love you. And do I see marriage in our future? Course."
"But..."
A husband must be willing and able to always tend to and put his wife first; above all things. It's practically key to a successful marriage. Can I really do that if I have to put God and his will ahead of her really?
"But asking me right now about this, is like asking me to walk on water."
"W...Why? I don't understand."
"...I know."
I take her hand, and I see her sadness and confusion. I kiss her hand gently, and I brush my hand through her hair. Can I balance it out? I want to so much. What I have with Grace is the real deal. Why does this have to be so hard? Am I being forced in a position like my mother? Why? I've been able to always put God into my life, and Grace...does the role of the Archangel really change much?
"..."
The hostess walks up to us as we wait on the bench.
"Your table is ready."
I hear her, but my eyes stay focused on Grace.
"Sir?"
She turns her head from me, and gets up from the bench. There are no words. We simply walk over to our table, and have a seat. The waiter comes over to our table, and we start--what was supposed to be--a joyous breakfast.
As we head for the diner for breakfast, she tells me just where exactly I 'agreed' to displaying my artwork. It's over in Illinois, but thankfully not one of the art galleries I distaste greatly. Grace calls me picky, but I merely carefully choose where I want to show my art; not a big deal, right? So it looks like we're heading to Chicago.
I'm excited, although Grace seems to be a lot more excited than I am. Course, I try really really hard to attempt to share her feelings. After all, the point of going out for breakfast today is to celebrate.
"So what are you going to have, hun?"
"I've heard these guys make a mean Belgian Waffle; bigger than your head. I figured I'd put it to the test. What, with such a picky person I am. You?"
"I suppose I'll check out the French Toast."
So we wait for about 30 minutes for a table for two--I know, but that just means the place must really be that good, so at the same time of being impatient, I'm happy--and all the sudden the talk of marriage comes up.
"M-M-Marriage? We talked about this once already."
"I know, I know. But, think about it this way...you're art is starting to get noticed, and I've gotten two promotions in the past year. I think we are perfectly fine to try to give it a shot. Financial issues shouldn't even be a a whisper in the wind to us."
Financial issues was never something I felt was important. Love is love.
However, we once tried to whole 'living with each other deal', you know, to see if we were compatible? It wasn't a train wreck or anything, but she went through some pretty stressful stuff during that time. I'm talking PMS kind of reactions and such...every 2 minutes. I felt anything I said to her was somehow insulting or incredibly rude because of how she would overact when asking for my opinion. I love her, I really do...but sometimes the thought of living with her scares me.
Plus...she's a control freak. But, I lover her, and I could see myself marrying her: yea. But, then I also think about my recently obtained obligations. Not in a negative way, but how much can I really devote to her?
"Hun, you know I love you. And do I see marriage in our future? Course."
"But..."
A husband must be willing and able to always tend to and put his wife first; above all things. It's practically key to a successful marriage. Can I really do that if I have to put God and his will ahead of her really?
"But asking me right now about this, is like asking me to walk on water."
"W...Why? I don't understand."
"...I know."
I take her hand, and I see her sadness and confusion. I kiss her hand gently, and I brush my hand through her hair. Can I balance it out? I want to so much. What I have with Grace is the real deal. Why does this have to be so hard? Am I being forced in a position like my mother? Why? I've been able to always put God into my life, and Grace...does the role of the Archangel really change much?
"..."
The hostess walks up to us as we wait on the bench.
"Your table is ready."
I hear her, but my eyes stay focused on Grace.
"Sir?"
She turns her head from me, and gets up from the bench. There are no words. We simply walk over to our table, and have a seat. The waiter comes over to our table, and we start--what was supposed to be--a joyous breakfast.