New music for the most part is pretty ****ty.
A-****ing-men!
Another thing is that I should have said, "**** who I'm with'' and allowed that night to progress. Had I went with that girl and had sex with her, my self esteem would have probably greatly improved.
I feel ya on that one!
I'm um... a bit older than you are and I've only had about 2 chances to actually get sex.
Once, I didn't take advantage of because I was too blind to notice what was happening.
That was a year ago, and this entire year, I've been kicking myself wishing I did it. I told myself that if that oppourtunity ever arose again, I need to take it.
Well, the oppourtunity did arise again. With the same girl. And I didn't take it. This time, because I was like "I dunno if she likes me, and if she does, I don't wanna use her for sex and then hurt her if I don't like her back"
Cuz yes, I am the good guy.
After realizing she just wants to be my friend, I'm with you on that ****. Forget about outside circumstances, and just freaking go for it.
I hate myself for passing on sex, twice, with the same girl, who I've been wanting to nail anyways since I met her.
**** I'm dumb.