On my way home, I found out they were redirecting traffic back behind the fairgrounds so I couldn't keep driving straight home, and I had to take a long winding detour all the way back behind the fairgrounds and weave between cars parked on both sides of the road, and I get confused and anxious sometimes driving an unfamiliar way home at night so I was already flustered by the time I got home, and then my bedroom window was open to let air in which was a change from routine which further triggered my autism/anxiety and between those triggers and the fireworks going off, I'm sitting here playing music loudly to try to keep from screaming, because my parents wouldn't understand it so I have to hold it in.