I was having a particularly tough time teaching today. I was struggling to get my spirits up and be ''on'' for the pupils. Coming to the end of the day, I thought, 'I must watch some Batman: The Animated Series tonight''. It was always my comfort show and picked me up when I was feeling down or overwhelmed.
I came home and... this is what I'm faced with. The news I was dreading hearing about. MY Batman... THE voice that has been so prevalent in keeping me company as an only child, providing me with literally hours of entertainment... has left us. Something felt off these past few months as things were too quiet. He was dropping out of cons, no/limited presence on social media and a lack of his frequent interviews.
At 32 years of age I can say the DCAU was everything to me growing up and I was the perfect age to enjoy it in all it's scope. Kevin was at the forefront of it all. My favorite character, impeccably cast - full of warmth, strength, humor and power. He never let us down. He gave this little animated character true life. Of course, I didn't really know who Kevin was as a kid (for those of you who remember squinting at the screen trying to read credits on fuzzy VHS tapes), but boy did I learn fast. Keaton wasn't just Batman, he was many other wonderful characters too. The same goes for Kilmer, Clooney, Bale, etc. But Kevin Conroy... Kevin Conroy WAS Batman to me in a very palpable way.
He was the only actor I ever wanted to meet at a convention. I'm glad to say I got that chance back at Dublin Comic Con in 2017. He was kind and thoughtful, even asking me what I do for a living. He was quick to point out the importance of teachers in helping young people find their voice and I'll keep that reminder with me more than ever now.
I did not know the man on a personal level, but he has been a very important part of my life. One I will deeply miss. I don't think I will watch Batman: The Animated Series tonight. I'm just too sad... instead I think I'll simply remember the years of joy he gave to so many of us.
BATMAN will live on. He has to... there's just too many stories to tell. But MY Batman, the DCAU Batman is gone. What a gift he was!
R.I.P. Kevin Conroy. Thank you for being you!