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You should send a thank you card to those creeps for bringing you two lovebirds together.
Well, I just saw the thread last night. You got a problem wanna tussle?So 5 pages ago brother
You can't automatically assume that. I mean, there are other ways for man on man pleasure, not that I know, but I did watch a lot of Oz.
I...don't think you do...I wanna grow up to be just like Adebisi
Ok good *phew*Pre-stabbing
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I'm awake and can't talk long here. We are about to get some breakfast. But last night/this morning blew my mind for reasons I didn't even see coming. Something happened that I didn't expect. All I can say for now is...DAAAAAYUUUUM.
I gotta get my thoughts together. Wow.
I will asap. It wasn't anything I expected...but it was so damn jooood. But right now I don't have time to write a book. We are getting ready to go.
I will though. There's a lot to explain...and like I said, I'm still trying to wrap my head around what just took place myself. I'm like...on "woah" status right now.
I'm back. Give me a few moments...I'm gonna try and give ya'll the cliff notes version tonight, no longwinded reports because I am exhausted...
[blackout]...and my fingers are already very sore.[/blackout]
I'm back. Give me a few moments...I'm gonna try and give ya'll the cliff notes version tonight, no longwinded reports because I am exhausted...
[blackout]...and my fingers are already very sore.[/blackout]
Then you didn't do it right...not because I know or anything.
Do your fingers hurt in a good way?
So as I mentioned last night was incredibly...well, enlightening.
We were going to meet at a coney island but he decided that he'd just get carry out instead. So we got some eats and went back to his place. It's a nice apartment, nothing flashy, but very spacious. Of course he was wearing his cop uniform still so he said the first order of business was for him to shower and change. Now keep in mind, he was extremely happy that I was still willing to meet him after I initially blew him off. But he was definitely tired from working all night on the beat.
So he went into the bathroom which is just off the livingroom area. I sat at the bar area and started separating our food orders. He left the bathroom door a little more than halfway open and started taking off his clothes. I tried hard not to stare but I admit it was....I thought it was interesting that he left the door open. I mean, I've seen Jason naked several times in the past, but in public gym showers and lockerrooms where he really had no choice in the matter. This definitely was different because we were in his crib and he obviously had full control of what he wanted me to see. He took his time unbuttoning his cop shirt, and he was facing the mirror which allowed both of us to see the other's reflection. He cut his eyes away as if I wasn't even there.
Anyway, he got in the shower and did his thing. When he stepped out he dried off watching me still in the mirror's reflection. I was drinking my Coke...and I stared back directly at him. This was the first time I did not avoid eye contact with him. So we just kept staring at eachother as he dried off. He put on a white t-shirt and some gray sweat pants. He came out and home skillet was flopping all over the place. North, south, east and west. And Jason didn't even care. He sat down next to me, grabbed the remote, turned on the television late night news and started eating. I said, I thought we were going to talk? He said, We will but I want to eat first.
Now this kinda pissed me off. This guy was making me wait--ME: as in CALIPH--wait. But then I thought about it: I had made him wait the same way for weeks now. So I just swallowed my ego and kept eating my salad. He kept looking over at me, chewing. After the news was over, he was like, come sit over here on the couch. So we sat on the couch. And he just stared at me. I was like, "What?" And he started smiling with this really cheesy grin. He was blushing so badly. So I told him to spit it out...and he took another drink from his soda. He kept clearing his throat and drinking more soda. So I said, "Okay, I'm gonna help you."
I asked him "Do I make you feel uncomfortable?" He said no. But he said that I made him feel different than any guy he had ever met. I asked in what way. He said I made him feel really nervous, and happy and sexy all at the same time. I repeated Sexy? Do you want to have sex with me? And we both laughed. He said, No, not at all...I'm straight. He started drinking more soda and it got real quiet. He kept looking down at the floor. I said, You are one bashful mothaf**** aren't you?
Dude could not get it out. And for some reason I couldn't either. I had gone into this telling myself I am going to break the ice and tell him how I felt. But his nervousness made me nervous too. So I said I gotta go pee. I left. When I came back he stood up from the couch before I could sit back down. And he just stopped me and put his hand on my shoulder. And he started like...rubbing it or whatever. LOLIt made me smile because I'm kinda ticklish here. He said Dayum man...you got shoulders for days or something along those lines. So I got up my nerve and put his hand on my left pec right above the nipple. He looked at his hand like, WTF is happening. I told him not to be afraid of me. And then he started massaging my chest. I kinda drew him closer to me. He was like, "Stop. I've never kissed a dude before." I said, it's okay. I will teach you.
And then we finally locked lips. Thank you Lawd Jesus!
At first it was kinda forced. He was awkward and kept bending his face in a way that made the ergonomics fail. Like he wouldn't open his mouth. His hands were trembling...he kept gulping as if he was losing air. But it started getting good to him and he started loosening up. Unfortunately, his breath was stinking. (he had had a coney dog). And of course, I told him so.And he was like, "Oh s***!" and he grabbed one of the complimentary peppermints that came with the Coney Island carry-out. He was like, Sorry. And I told him that it was cool because my breath probaby was stinking too. Yes, I know it was a mood-killer but I can't get with funky sex breath on the first time. That's more for...when you are a committed couple with early morning sex.
I start talking too much when I'm a bit nervous, so he cut me off by kissing me again--and this time it was like no holds barred. He said he had never done anything like this before and it was just crazy. We were totally like molesting eachother but fully clothed. We kinda lost our balance and collapsed on the couch. I think we kissed for at least an hour--no lie. Fully-clothed. When we got tired, we stopped...like out of breath. I took off my turtle-neck and he saw my Fireman T-shirt and he paid absolutely no attention to it. He was more interested in my dog-tags and he put them in his mouth between his teeth..and that move was sexy as **** to me. I mean...that made me ache for real at that point.
We just laid on the couch, him on top of me and we kissed for a while longer. The big shocker? When we came up for air again, Jason fell asleep. He was so tired. So we just kinda held eachother and I eventually fell asleep too. I know it sounds crazy--and yes--our bulls were raging, but he had already worked a 12 hour shift. And it was waaaaaaaaaaaay past my bedtime. We were just too tired to f***, even though we really, really wanted to. Around 4:45 AM we woke up partially, and he was like, you might as well stay since it's so late. So I took off my jeans but kept on my T-Shirt (I was wearing boxers). We got in his bed and literally fell back asleep but this time I held him in my arms. It was...great. Even better than sex.
So no, guys and gals, there was no sex for Lightning last night. But I think we had something better than love-making...we were intimate on another level. When I woke up, his head was on my chest and that's where it belonged.
I will tell you the rest later...I said I wasn't going to type another book tonight.But needless to say, we are no longer at first base...but definitely have not scored a homerun yet either.
LOL You guys think I *********ed him? Ya'll some freaks. No, my fingers are sore from typing all these damn essays.![]()