So sorry to hear that. But i know that feeling. I've been struggling with depression for years and there have been several moments where i just felt worthless and tried killing myself. I try telling myself things will turn around and I try to find something worth sticking around for. Like you, I also want to be here to see BvS.
Glad you still here, Chip. If I can say anything, it would be to just take it one day at a time.
My confession: I don't know if this is the right place for this, but one thing I do a lot is watch the news. In fact, I've even interacted (and even met) with a few of the reporters, more specifically, female reporters. Some of them I talk to regularly. My problem is that I find myself thinking about these girls a lot. Sometimes in unhealthy ways. I've even convinced myself that I've developed feelings for them and it's starting bother me more than I've realized. What if I'm this way when it comes to any woman?
