I wake up around 5:00AM with a song stuck in my head; I heard this song last Friday. I go back to sleep since I can go into school late today due to some Biology test for Freshmen. I wake up around two hours later. This song is still in my head, but I lost it. I could "hear" it but I could not sing it out loud like before. This is one of those frustrating moments of life. You have a song in your head, but you don't know what it's called, who it's by, and you can't even sing it. I tried to do my best attempts at singing it out loud and I came up with the lyrics Day by Day. After searching a bit, I knew that wasn't it. So in the meantime I watch some television, then it's time for me to go to school. I get to school, and my friend tells me that they are going to see DOFP tomorrow at 7:00PM. This is a small problem since I have a doctors appointment tomorrow that's two hours away so I wasn't sure when I'd get home. My mother told me the day before that we might not get home till 7:00PM. So that kinda bothered me, but I was thinking that I could make it. That's not it though, this is it...
I tell my friend, I have a problem, referring to the movie. He says, "Oh I know." I look at him strangely, I knew I didn't tell him about the doctors. "About 'x' right?" Now I'm going with 'x' to the prom with a few friends. 'X' said he was getting a limo, so we would all go their via limo. I tell my friend, "No..." and I tell him about the doctors and the movie. Then I say, "What do you mean about 'x'?" He tells me "'X' got into a fight with his mother and she cancelled the limo. They are now going in an SUV type vehicle. We have 7 people and this vehicle can only fit 6. Guess who is the odd man out? Me.
I'm in complete disbelief and I thought I was gonna have a panic attack or something. For a month or so now, this limo has been planned. This is how I'm getting to the prom that I was forced to go to. Now that's not happening, and with only two weeks left, I need to find a way there. In short, there is really no other way. **** my life. I text 'x' over the course of the day. He said it was basically between me and this other kid, who is also a good friend of mine, and it got to be him. He said he was sorry, but he wouldn't ditch me. So he tells me that I'm gonna go with this other kid and his friends. Now, I don't really like this other kid that much, but I can tolerate him, his friends however. **** no. He is mad, and I'm mad. I tell him I'm mad at the situation and not him, but frankly I am mad at him. I was going with him before this other kid was.
One of the girls who is going in the SUV called me up before I was leaving school and told me that 'x' has no clue what he is talking about. She said I was on the list of people going in this SUV. I don't know what to even think anymore. If I can't go then that really sucks. But if I can, but my other friend now can't, then that also kinda sucks. I'd feel bad for him. After a while I text her, "So am I out?" and she says, "No, 'y' is." So does that mean I'm out or he is out. If I asked if I'm out, and you say no, 'y' is; that means 'y' is out then, right? I'm so confused. She hasn't replied to me yet.
Then I hang up after 15 minutes, turn on the radio. And what do you know. It's that goddamn song that I had in my head this morning. I was in complete disbelief. I don't believe, but I'd tell you it's a sign from God or something. It wasn't Day by Day, it was a Rush song called, "Fly by Night." Close enough.
TL;DR I'm having a really ****** day.