*Rant* Okay, so Thurs. I got drunk (fell off the wagon after 3 years sober!), and I choked a dear friend, he polietly asked me to leave, and I did (not before apologizing and shaking his hand), and the next day,I started the 12 steps, and told him about it. He said it was cool, but he and the rest of my friends are avoiding me and excluding me from everything and anything. So not only do I HATE HATE HATE myself right now, I hate the fact that everyone is condemning me after one screw up (until then, I have never had this problem).
Actually, I think it's more of the fact that hate that my friend said "it's cool, man" when it's most obviously not.