Confession is good for the Hype. - Part 10

[Brain Damage]

I confess that I just can't cope anymore.

Whatever it is, you can. Stay strong. The test every human being goes through is being knocked down by life and feeling like you have no will to go on, yet getting up and going on anyway. Bad times pass. And with each bad period you overcome, you'll become a stronger human for it.

The other day I was thinking about how I often had suicidal thoughts in high school and realized how insanely happy I am that I never went through with them. In the years since then I've had plenty of ups and downs, but I've experienced so much more of life and am eternally grateful for every second of my existence. Even the really crap parts.

Don't give up hope. As much as it may seem like it's not the case, things do get better. But you have to be willing to let them happen and work towards making them happen. Stay strong.

 

[Matt Mortem]

I confess I wish my friends hated me as much as I do.

 

[Piper Maru]

Whatever it is, you can. Stay strong. The test every human being goes through is being knocked down by life and feeling like you have no will to go on, yet getting up and going on anyway. Bad times pass. And with each bad period you overcome, you'll become a stronger human for it.

The other day I was thinking about how I often had suicidal thoughts in high school and realized how insanely happy I am that I never went through with them. In the years since then I've had plenty of ups and downs, but I've experienced so much more of life and am eternally grateful for every second of my existence. Even the really crap parts.

Don't give up hope. As much as it may seem like it's not the case, things do get better. But you have to be willing to let them happen and work towards making them happen. Stay strong.

Thank you so much for your response. It's a nice change to see positive words of encouragement.

 

[Anita18]

Whatever it is, you can. Stay strong. The test every human being goes through is being knocked down by life and feeling like you have no will to go on, yet getting up and going on anyway. Bad times pass. And with each bad period you overcome, you'll become a stronger human for it.

The other day I was thinking about how I often had suicidal thoughts in high school and realized how insanely happy I am that I never went through with them. In the years since then I've had plenty of ups and downs, but I've experienced so much more of life and am eternally grateful for every second of my existence. Even the really crap parts.

Don't give up hope. As much as it may seem like it's not the case, things do get better. But you have to be willing to let them happen and work towards making them happen. Stay strong.

High school (and even college) was terrible even for a fairly successful un-bullied student like me. It's just a time in your life where you're figuring out who you are, so you're extremely unsure of yourself, but your brain hasn't got the capability of recognizing the bigger world and all its possibilities. Let alone how you're going to fit in it. It's a very internal struggle, that I think everyone goes through.

And really, if high school is the best time of anybody's life, they didn't have a whole lot of ambition to start with. There's a lot more awesome opportunities out there as an adult (or generally, when you're past school), than who gets to be homecoming royalty or who's your prom date.

It does get better Piper Maru. I promise.

 

[E-Man]

I confess that I think the story of the KickAssMallCop, Darien Long aka Mr. "You Better Back It Up," could be a cool vigilante hero movie. He's a guy who buys his own weapons and armor to guard a mall in a really bad area. After antagonizing so many people and getting famous some come after him, but since he got himself a Kickstarter he's got better weapons and armor to take out the gangs coming for him. It could make a fun movie if you think about it.

 

[Kane52630]

You know I would totally see it. I can already see the caption on the poster...."YOU BETTER BACK IT UP!"

 

[Victarion]

I confess that I have an English exam tomorrow, haven't started studying, and feel no compulsion to study for it. I'd rather be spending my time studying immunology.

 

[E-Man]

You know I would totally see it. I can already see the caption on the poster...."YOU BETTER BACK IT UP!"

After he wins in the end he could say, "Y'all shoulda backed it up."

 

[Piper Maru]

I have a confession to make. I'm going to call work tomorrow and say that I am sick...even though I'm not!

 

[Manic]

I name my cars after comic book characters. My first car, a 1989 Honda Accord, was called Negasonic Teenage Warhead. My Toyota Yaris (before it got totaled) was called Misty Knight.

I'm naming my new Nissan Versa "Dr. Nemesis."

 

[Duke]

I confess that not interested at all with what's currently going on in college basketball or March Madness.

 

[A Necessary Evil]

I confess that when I'm on my own (which is more often than not, though I work on the weekdays), I get anxious, sad, nervous, and a ton of other tendencies I can't explain. I'm so freaking tired of sitting home on the weekends, having no friends or anyone to talk to. The one friend I do have works when I'm off, so I don't get a chance to see often. It's really really bothering me that I haven't been able to meet a girl to try to talk to and start a relationship with. I've tried meeting new people on websites, and they don't respond. Once I see someone I think is cool to try to talk to, I get too nervous because I feel like nobody finds me fun or wants anything to do with me. People who talk to me on facebook who come out of nowhere and say something like "yeah man let's meet up one day" or something always flake on me when the day comes. I have serious anxiety and I feel like I need medical help..these thing worry me alot. Sorry for the paragraph. :/

 

[Ultimatehero]

Hey man, sorry that you're similarly going through it. I'm stuck in a similar quandary. Because my biological parents left me, it's very hard for to me feel like I'm worth of anyone or anything and whenever anyone shows that they care about me - I always doubt them and I'm afraid to show someone how much I care about them because if I do they could leave. I kind of feel like Angel lol (Whedon reference), in that the only place I feel "safe" is this agonizing constant state of brooding because happiness means game over. I don't know how you got this way, but I just thought I'd post to say that you are not alone. And what I find always helps me is remembering those times you may have overlooked when people did reach out to you. It helps to show that there's still hope. Looking back, I can see lots of hot girls reaching out to me and I was just too nervous to make a move or see what they could like in me. Only afterwards do I realize my part was self sabotage. Recognizing that it's primarily in your head helps to overcome it. And few guys get responses back online I've found. Girls just don't respond online for whatever reason while a lot of guys do (and cute guys at that, I'm bi - so I think it might just be a difference in gender relations to the internet or something like that because I've found girls on the same point on the same scale don't reply as often (even though online it says I'm straight)), point is - don't beat yourself up over it, this is how it is for most dudes online. Girls for whatever reason just don't respond that often.

 

[A Necessary Evil]

Thanks ultimatehero.

It's really just life kicking me in the ass consistently. I don't sit around and mope about how I hate life, but it gets really bad when I'm on my own. Glad to know girls just don't respond online, and that it isn't just me also. I hope things get better for you too man.

 

[Mace Bloodstone]

I confess that when I'm on my own (which is more often than not, though I work on the weekdays), I get anxious, sad, nervous, and a ton of other tendencies I can't explain. I'm so freaking tired of sitting home on the weekends, having no friends or anyone to talk to. The one friend I do have works when I'm off, so I don't get a chance to see often. It's really really bothering me that I haven't been able to meet a girl to try to talk to and start a relationship with. I've tried meeting new people on websites, and they don't respond. Once I see someone I think is cool to try to talk to, I get too nervous because I feel like nobody finds me fun or wants anything to do with me. People who talk to me on facebook who come out of nowhere and say something like "yeah man let's meet up one day" or something always flake on me when the day comes. I have serious anxiety and I feel like I need medical help..these thing worry me alot. Sorry for the paragraph. :/

Find a bar and grill restaurant and become a regular there. It's a simple way to meet some new people. Eat lunch or dinner at the bar, get to know the bartender then you pretty much get the lowdown on everyone who works there. Just about all my current friends worked at a restaurant I regularly went to at one time.

 

[A Necessary Evil]

Find a bar and grill restaurant and become a regular there. It's a simple way to meet some new people. Eat lunch or dinner at the bar, get to know the bartender then you pretty much get the lowdown on everyone who works there. Just about all my current friends worked at a restaurant I regularly went to at one time.

That..might not be such a bad idea actually.

 

[E-Man]

I confess that I had milk and cookies for lunch.

 

[Spider-Aziz]

For no reason, I feel like hurling at times

I confess that when I'm on my own (which is more often than not, though I work on the weekdays), I get anxious, sad, nervous, and a ton of other tendencies I can't explain. I'm so freaking tired of sitting home on the weekends, having no friends or anyone to talk to. The one friend I do have works when I'm off, so I don't get a chance to see often. It's really really bothering me that I haven't been able to meet a girl to try to talk to and start a relationship with. I've tried meeting new people on websites, and they don't respond. Once I see someone I think is cool to try to talk to, I get too nervous because I feel like nobody finds me fun or wants anything to do with me. People who talk to me on facebook who come out of nowhere and say something like "yeah man let's meet up one day" or something always flake on me when the day comes. I have serious anxiety and I feel like I need medical help..these thing worry me alot. Sorry for the paragraph. :/

Have small talks with clients, if your job involves dealing with them

 

[Duke]

For no reason, I feel like hurling at times
Have small talks with clients, if your job involves dealing with them

Perhaps the food you're eating might not be agreeing with you.

 

[JaD]

I have always and always will love Mariah Carey . I kept quiet about her around my friends in school 'cause I'd be teased if I happened to randomly bring up her and a song from her or something.

I could honestly say that life wouldn't feel complete until I got a hug from her. I know for a fact I'd shed tears if that happened. I'm not like her biggest #1 fan or anything (even though I definitely love her music) but she completely put a spell on me when I was a kid. She's just too beautiful.

She started as a dream babysitter when I was young and eventually turned into a dream woman.

 

[Scourge2099]

I confess I've been having a more positive outlook on life lately.

 

[Duke]

I have a confession to make. I'm going to call work tomorrow and say that I am sick...even though I'm not!

I've done that before, usually when I do need a much day off.

 

[SpideyVille]

I confess that whenever my niece and nephew stay over for a week when they don't have school, I get very angry very lazy, simply because I try to kill as much time as I can until they leave.

 

[Warhammer]

I confess that it's nights like these where I wouldn't mind the idea of driving to a 7/11 and getting my car totaled from the driver's side.

 

[Ultimatehero]

I have difficulty discerning between real life and fantasy now. I get up, I throw myself into a fantasy world while writing, my breaks consist of TV and films, and it doesn't help that my life is practically a TV series with foreshadowing and everything mixed in. Plus I have difficulty telling if I'm in Long Island, upstate New York, or Los Angeles anymore...